Different Perspective

Overthinking.

I start everyday the same. Literally. Because if I don't. I feel something bad will happen. Everything has to be done at a certain time everyday. And everything I own has a place. It keeps me calm. So there's not really much to say about me starting my day. Except it's the same everyday. I wake up. Get ready. Eat something. Then I'm off to school. And that's where the real horror story begins. Because. I don't know what is going to happen that day. Everyday is a mystery. and I absolutely hate mysteries. I overthink a lot as you can see. I mean. Currently I'm debating. Should I put this up? Will you judge me? What'll happen? Decisions decisions.. I'm not good at making them. So I never know what's right. My mind is constantly racing. Even when I'm sleeping. My head is filled with nightmares. I just don't know what to do. Everything is supposed to be the same..