Do you have a goal in life? Or perhaps a dream that u want to make reality?
Before I die I wanna be known for something. I want to be somebody. I want to change the world. I wanna be known for something good and have kids and adults looking up to me. Atleast I would like to become something with great honor. Maybe a doctor? Or maybe a firefighter? Mm nah I don't think a firefighter. Doesn't sound good but you get my point. I wanna be a somebody. I don't wanna feel like a grain of sand on the beach. Which is worthless and useless and has no purpose of being there.
I'm sorry are my thoughts freaking you out? Well that's what goes on inside my head and many more stuff. You know I sometimes wanna disappear from this world. I hate all these bad memories I have. I regret doing things. Don't you sometimes wish you could turn back time to fix mistakes you made or make a better decision in a situation? I wish for many things in the world that I will never get. My parents always tell me to work hard and I'll get them but there are just somethings you can't work for to get. No matter how hard you work. I may suffer from depression but I still want to complete many things in life! You know I wish I could have private classes because when I'm around smart people I feel dumb. I feel like I can't do anything because their smarter then me and they always get the right answer, They always know the answer to the questions. I don't know ill just stop writing now.
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When It Attacks
Teen FictionA girl who has major anxiety. she faces many events where her anxiety affects them. she talks about how it feels to have an anxiety attack
