Chained Love ( Eyeless Jack x Reader)

chapter 2 lunch

*Warning there is going to be some self harming in this chapter*

~time skip~

Your Pov

After the fourth period bell rang , I went to my locker and put my books up. I glanced down the halls, making sure no one was arouns to mess with me. Quietly shuffling down the hall, I stared at my feet, hoping dearly that nothing would happen on the short walk to the cafeteria. I stayed off to the side, trying my best to blend in with the wall and not be seen. Of course I had the usual insults thrown at me, but I easily ignited the rude comments. The lunchroom came into view and I sighed happily. My stomach growled at the smell of food, even though it wasn't good foot was food none the less. I got in line, after receiving my lunch tray, and got whatever food looked decent enough to actually attempt to eat. I went to go to my seat , which was a table all to myself, when Nelly slams into me on purpose. My food spilled all over me, making a loud gasp escape my mouth.

"Watch where your going (Y/n)," she seethed, glaring at me with hatred. I stared at her in shock and hate. I felt eyes burning into my skin from all across the room. I glanced up, feeling my cheeks burn from embarassment. My breathing felt ragged, as I glanced down at the food covering my whole front. I took a step towards the door, before fully sprinting for it. I felt tears prick at my eyes. I started hyperventilating, as I ran to the bathroom. I pulled my hair, trying to calm down but I couldn't. My hands were shaking badly as I clawed at my chest, trying to stop the pain that embedded itself there. I shook my head as thoughts swam into my mind. I just needed to calm down.

I couldn't though, not by myself. Atleast not for a few hours. Tears streamed from my eyes as I willed my lungs to work. I brought my knees to my chest, holding the back of my head inbetween my legs. My breathing returned to normal, but the shaking wouldn't stop. I closed my eyes, tears still pouring down my cheeks. I couldn't go out. Not with them out there to laugh at me and mock me. I shook my head, imagining all the students laughing, even the teachers would laugh. I didn't help that I didn't have another change of clothes. I opened my eyes slightly, glancing down at the cheese and tomato sauce, from the pizza, that was all over my shirt. My juice had spilled all over my black skinny jeans, making a large wet spot that cover most of my front.