I step forward, a new place at last
Going through the days I have passed
And though I may look back at pain
I won't be in aghast.
People were hurt, cold eyes in the rain
They go ill, on the bed they were lain
And I could just look and blindly stare
As their minds go wretched and insane
It doesn't feel like I would like to care
But in my heart, there's a beat unfair
Pulsing hard and beating quick
Knowing that these things won't be rare
Oh these things, they make me sick
I just want to push them away and quit
For I do not demand the negative
For I do demand the positive
And so I take my wills in hand
And let my mind roam the land
Of what I think is right
So I may leave these treacherous demands
Where the negative keeps me awake
And the positives stay away in fright
i'm a monster.
