She Knew Being Alone Would Be A Struggle

Chapter 3

Within about 30 minutes i arrived at the place the nctu members were. I looked in the mirror i looked tired. Hopefully no one will stare or notice. I fixed my hair and got out of the car.

I went inside looking around for the guys. I spotted jaehyun and went towards him. "Hey jaehyun where are the other guys?" I asked. "Oh they are all in the dressing room." He said while pointing. "Thank you jaehyun! I said as i looked up at him. He had a strand of hair falling in the front. I reached up to fix it. He looked at me and said, "oh thanks y/n i didn't even notice." You're welcome jaehyun i said. I took off to the dressing room.

I went inside to see no one else but taeyong. "Why are you late?," taeyong asked. "S-sorry taeyong i was busy with class." I said. "Really? If you were busy why did you even come at all?" *silence for a few seconds* Huh? Do you want to answer my question? Hello?" He said. "I came because this is my other job taeyong." I said. He put his hands on his hands on his eyes and rubbed them. "*sighs* okay whatever. Well because you were late someone else picked my clothes out and did my makeup and hair so i guess you can go." He said. At that moment taeyong threw his hands down hitting my bag. My bag fell out of my hands to the floor. Everything fell out if it. I looked up and saw taeyong just staring down at me. He looked at my belongings then to me. Without helping or saying sorry he just walked away. My face began to heat up and tears formed in my eyes. I blinked and the tears fell. I put all of my things in my bag and walked out wiping my tears. I kept my head down trying to avoid the stares and curious minds. Suddenly i bumped into someone. It was mark. "M-mark s-s-sorry," i studdered trying to get away from the questions. "Y/n-ah whats wrong?" He asked. "Nothing i'm just not feeling good i'm gonna head home okay?" I said. "Okay y/n be safe!" Mark said as he walked away with doyoung. I kept walking down the hallway when i lifted my head and saw taeyong. His eyes were directly on me. He saw that tears were falling from my eyes. I tried to hold them in but it was hard. He opened his mouth and held his hand out. "Y/n I-" he began to say but then stopped. I stopped to. He looked at me and then looked away. I was confused. I looked at him and then walked away. I walked to my car and got in. I thought to myself "What was that? Did taeyong actually show he cared for a few seconds? Was he about to say sorry? Is he hiding his feelings for me by acting like a jerk? Well lets see if that is what he is doing." I put the car in drive and took off.