She Knew Being Alone Would Be A Struggle

Chapter 1

Beep! Beep! Beep!

Its was 5:00am.

I woke up and hit dismiss on my alarm clock. I was so tired but another day of college awaits. I got up and completed my morning routine. Shower, brush teeth, jeans, band t-shirt, converse, hair, make up. I got my keys, backpack, and sunglasses. I headed out the door. The weather was warm not to cool but there was a breeze. I got in my car and turned it on. Soon enough i drove off.

30 minutes later

I soon arrived and got my things. I entered my classroom. Sat down at my table. "You alright alex?" Asked my friend liandra. "Yeah i'm fine just tired like always." I said. Liandra has been my friend for a long time. When we were kids we both wanted to be architects. And now were were here in college taking architecture classes. Liandra and i pulled out our laptops and began working on our Pisces of the floor plan. Two hours went by and we went on lunch. I had an hour lunch. I began thinking of my busy schedule again today. After class i had to go to work. I worked in a grocery store. I always move around. I am either working the cash register, cleaning, or stacking and fixing shelves. It just depends on what is open or needs to be done.

1 hour later

It was time to go back to class. I had two more hours of this class and then its time to go to work. Grrreat. Liandra and i worked hard for two hours straight with a few words said here and there. Like "hey, how's it lookin'?" Or "wow that looks great" or "can you help me?" As the class went on i let my mind wonder. I let it wonder into the thought of him. The guy i have liked since i first saw him. He was tall, handsome, had brown hair, and a strong jawline. I was a stylist for his group Nctu. He dyed his hair a platinum white. Everytime i looked at him he caught my eye. He never really showed any emotion to me. To be honest i don't think he knew i was alive and breathing. (Flashback)I fixed his hair that fell in his face. I pushed it back with my finger. He looked me in the eyes and grabbed my hand. It kind of hurt when he did that but at least he knew i was there. "My hair looks fine. So don't touch it," he said in a husky voice. "O-o-okay s-s-sorry," i said in a shaky voice. He walked away. I looked at my wrist that had a red mark from his hand. "Alex. Alex? Alex!" I looked up and saw Mrs. Smith my Professor. "Alex are you oaying attention or dozing off?" She asked. "I'm sorry professor i will get back to work!" I said. "No need alex class ends in 5 minutes." She said rudely. "Oh well then nevermind," i said as my cheeks began to turn red. I gathered my laptop and my other belonging. Soon enough it was time to go home and change for work.

As i walked to my car i thought to myself "Wow looks like i gotta go to another hell hole."