I'm Transgender...

Dressing

I want to dress like a guy, but I can't. My parents grounded me for asking. Yeah. It's depressing.

I bought myself a pair of boxers once. I'm still amazed I wasn't caught. I'm a little happier now, though. It was worth it.

Since it's summer, I'm out swimming a lot. That's a problem. I feel so uncomfortable in a bikini. I usually swim in a pair of gym shorts and a t-shirt. That's as good as its gonna get.

Speaking of bikinis, my mother bought me one the other day. It's all just fucking lace. Like, thanks, mom. The top is bikini, than above the breast pad thingies, lace straight up to mah neck. The bottoms are covered in lace, too. I feel like a freak with it on. Scratch that. I always feel like a freak.

Ever since I came out, my parents only buy me women's clothes. I get yelled at for walking into the men's aisle whole shopping. It's a disaster. My dad isn't so bad. He buys me a ton of beanies and snapbacks, which make me feel more masculine.

I went shopping not too long ago. I needed clothes. It was, of course with my mom. She kept picking up skirts and skinny jeans and really short shorts. I stared at her like she was nuts, and all she said was, "try these on."

Oh, school is the worst for clothes. Kids laugh at me for wearing guy's shorts to gym, and for always wearing hoodies (not that hoodies are for men. They're not. I just like hoodies).

See ya, dudes.