The Heart Of Viv

Chapter 5

A/N Longer chapter. Some of this is from my actual life so..... Leave some feedback.

Viv POV

1 week later

After getting out of the hospital I couldn't stop thinking about Kamora's mom. I found out she ended up passing away 3 days ago. I was so devastated, she was like a mom to me in a way. Always there for me when I needed spirtitual advice and other stuff like that.

I really miss her. The crazy thing is Kamora keeps dodging my calls for some reason, but I just came to the conclusion that she doesn't want to talk to anybody right now which is understandable. I made a mental note to check up on her later on this week. But as of right now I need to talk to Zaire.

So I got out of my bed and took a 30 minute shower. I stepped out and dried my self then applied some japanese cherry blossom lotion from Bath and bodyworks all over my body. Next, put on my grey Calvin Klein bra and underwear set. Finally, I put on my black and white adidas track suit with matching adidas superstars. Grabbed my car keys, phone and headed out the house.

45 minutes later

I pulled up into Zaire's driveway behind his all black 2016 Escalade. I got out and locked my car, instantly regretting coming over here in the first place on an empty stomach. I ringed the door bell and stood there with my stomach growling loud as ever.
30 more seconds passed and Zaire answered the door in nothing but Nike shorts. Instantly my hunger left me and my mind began to go somewhere else.

Damn. I thought, I definitely forgot that this boy got a nice body. I guess he noticed my face because he said " I know you didn't come over her just to stare" with slight amusement in his voice.

I instantly blushed, Zaire had that effect on me.

"My bad, did I come at a wrong time?"

"Nah you good lil' momma, come in."

I wanted to cut straight to the chase. I sat down on his firm leather couch and started off by saying " Zaire, I love you and I always will but ya attitude and the way you treat me is not acceptable."

He looked off seeming to be a little embarrassed. " Baby, I know but I'm trying, I'm putting in the effort to make this work."

" That's the thing Zaire, you not putting in a 100%. You slacking and I feel like I'm the only one who truly cares about this relationship. Do you even truly care about me?" I asked with tears in my eyes, I honestly felt like he didn't care a thing about me.

" Now you know good and damn well I care about yo ass Viv! You got to be patient with me babygirl I know it might not seem like I'm there for you all the time but I am, a 100%. You just need to chill dude, I swear you be doing to much sometimes." Zaire said with a hint of anger in his voice.

I instantly became offensive to what he just said. " I be doing to much, really Zaire?! HOW?"

"Bruh never mind." He said with a slight attitude

"Nah don't get mad now. And no there ain't no nevermind you need to say it because I'm always saying what's on my mind or how I'm feeling and you don't, which makes it seem like you don't care, like I just previously stated." I said with so much venom in my voice, he seemed a little shocked by the tone I used with him but I really didn't care at the moment. He can be so irritating at times like this.

"I care alot and no you don't you always try and change the subject or say you don't want to talk when I want to bring up stuff." He said trying to put this all on me.

"Boy I barely do that, you on the other hand do it very frequently just like you did right now." I was so upset I was standing up by this point. He was as well, but then he started to walk towards me without saying a word.

Which caused be to become a little scared so I backed up until I felt a wall on my back. Zaire was now inched from my face, and out of nowhere kissed me. It took me awhile but I eventually kissed back. There we was on his wall having an intense makeout session. Completely forgetting about the argument that just took place.

During this intense moment we didn't realize somebody was watching us from outside. I wish we had payed attention....