June 21,2016 as i sit in class wondering and thinking. I went out too parties and told this girl everything , two weeks ago she runs and tells my ex something that wasn't true. Damn man no-one is really a true friend . My ex was my everything. Names was written in every notebook,paper, even on my door. I swear i loved his ass. I forgot what love is, how too love, and where love come from. This guy two days ago asked me out , i told him " i don't know how too date" he laughed but i was so serious, i don't know nothing about relationship, every since the devil ending something so perfectly. I told the guy yes, because he kept asking me. To be honest he's very sweet, we are working very slowly,I'm just wondering would he understand what i been through🤔