No one likes you. No one wants u. No one cares. The only commodity that will ever come into contact your lips is the butt of a cigarette. A chipped mug of weak coffee. An outcome of a challenging dare which no soul would dream of doing. They don't really like you. They are nice and popular, popular for being nice, and maan they can't afford to ruin their reputation on some ugly lowlife who can't make friends. Come on. Have you not noticed your lack of invitation to any party? Anyway, you'd only ruin it. Instead of a present, you'd bring along your negativity, your ugliness and appalling sense in fashion. I think it would just be safer to hide in bed, that way atleast you won't have to worry about ruining anyone's life. You seem pretty good at that!!! Don't you remember!? Do u not remember jasper!? Even HE'S out of your league and he even got rejected by a dung beetle. But you wouldn't take no for an answer because shit you are just too up yourself that you couldn't believe that someone as "sweet" and "pretty" as you could be resisted!!! Dumbass. He made it clear that he wanted you to fuck off, he practically said it to your face... But you're just so weak.
Do you remember what I told you? Don't talk to anyone unless they talk to you first. Well you fucked that up, like everything else. You just go around and completely make a fool of yourself. It's hard to watch, to bare, without gritting my teeth in frustration and cringe in your shadow. It hurts because you ignore me and treat me like I'm not there. It's like I'm invisible to you. Remember when that was once you? Before I came along. I was there for you. Why'd you shut me out? We were a great team. I knew every little secret and detail about you. I knew everything. You loved me and I loved you. But it's just too late now. I'll never come back. One day I won't be in your shadow when you need me... You'll get fat again and depressed but I won't be there... Goodbye jade.
// Ana (anorexia nervosa)
