Adopted By Mindless Behavior✔

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Madison pov

My heart monitor started beeping like crazy.he can't be!he can't be!he can't!

"Maddie,calm down before you pass out."said ray while rubbing my back.

"We got the doctor."said roc and prince with the doctor.

"What seems to be wrong?"asked doc.

"I ....can't.... Breath."

"Well, breath in and out."said doc while checking my lungs.

"Your lungs are fine.i think it is in your head."said doc.

"No.no.no.no.no.no.no it can't be in my head. No.no no no."then i hugged my knees to my chest while rocking back and forward.

"You might want to try a therapist. "Said doc.

"No!"said everyone except malik.

"Okay.it was a suggestion.here is pamphlet on anxiety."said doc while handing prodigy the pamphlet.then the guys crowded around prodigy.

"What is anxiety? "

"A mental disorder." Said doc.no!!!!then i ripped the wired out my arm and ran out the room.

"Maddie!"yelled roc.i looked behind me i saw the guys running after me.i started running faster when i felt a needle in my leg.i fell down.my vision started getting blurry.

"Help me."i whispered when i saw four brown spots coming to me.

~2 months later ~

"Maddie,you need your medicine. "Said roc.

"No,i don't."

"Maddie, it help you". Said roc.

"No,it don't. I read the pamphlets roc.i know that doesn't helps my pain.it only numbs the pain.i rather be afraid than depressed all my life!"

"Maddie.please. "said roc.then i took the pill.

"See that was hard."said roc.then he left my room i spit the pill out the window. I hate that stupid pill.when i sayed i need help i meant get the needle out my leg but they took are a sign of help.i walk downstairs. I saw prince and ray in the living room. I walk to the kitchen.i grab apple and knife. I was about to cut it when it was take away from me.i saw prodigy with it.

"I was using that."

"Maddie, you promise you won't self harm anymore. "Said prodigy.

"I wasn't about cut myself. Idiot. I was about cut the apple."

"Oh.sorry."said prodigy.he handed the knife to me.he went to the fridge. I was about to cut the apple when someone took the knife from me.

"Maddie,cutting yourself is bad."said roc.

"I know.stupid. i wasn't about cut myself."then i took the knife back. I cutting the apple when i accidentally cut my finger.

"Ow.'

"You okay?" Asked prodigy.

"I cut my-"then i was cut off by roc.

"Maddie,i thought you sayed you wasn't going to cut yourself." Said roc.

"I cut myself accidentally. But thank you for assuming i purposely cut myself.stop making assumes because it makes ass out of you and me.fuck it.i am not hungry anymore. "Then i walk outside to swings. I swang for awhile when i saw roc walking to me.

"Maddie,i am sorry for assuming you cut yourself. "Said roc.

"Yeah.whatever."