deep scares

New begginning

Well...I...I guess this is goodbye(hugs favorate nurse) o god im ganna miss you all,you gays have been such great friends to me and have taken the best care of me i dont know how to repay you. "We just want you to be happy" someone from the gathered up nurses said. I tryed not to look like a whimp and cry but of course that didnt happen i eventually started sobbing very loudly but,i knew i had to stop it would of only make things worse and so much more emotional so,i wiped my tears grabbed my bag of cloths that the hospital provided me anf started walking tword the exit and out the doors. I was far enough to shed a lil tears here and there even infront of my cab driver,he took my bags and i sat in the most comfy luggerious way possible. On my way to my new family i could practically feel my hands shake and my stomatch grawl, i was so nervous i couldnt sit still or think(pulling up in drive way)...uuuhh...ook hair fixed cloths not wrinkles not smelly oo smile i gatta have a smile on my face ok here we go i told my self(driver opens door and i step out).
Oo my lord i can see the whole family lined up with a perky look on there faces,but it wasnt just any smile id was a smile of apsolute joy and and readyness. I was so scared i didnt know how to make an first impression but before i could say hi or tell them my name the mother of the house pulled me close jerking me into her arms with a tight hug of passion and i just wrapped my arms around her sobbing in joy just thinking to myself this is the life iv always wanted shes the mom i never had and everything is comming true my life is finally getting together just the way i planned.
So ill say today has been the most amazing day iv ever experianced and i cant wait to have more but for now ill go up stairs and lay down on my rosey pink sheets and dream about days to come.