DJ
" Can we stay in a hotel tonight?" Sin said as she looked over at me.I watched as she moved her sunglasses from her face and placed them on the dash of my truck and sat back. She had me in this hot ass truck with the air barely blasting.
"Yeah," I said as clenched the wheel.
I was beyond sexually frustrated. I was almost to the point of not caring anymore. We had been on the road for 3 days. It was hot and Sin had been tempting my ass every since we left. I looked over at the sign on the road. We were about 2O miles outside of Orlando. I looked back at Sin and licked my lips and shook my head. I knew she was mad but I aint think she would hold out on me this long. I still haven't had sex since the party. That was like 6 days ago and what happened in my little gym don't even really count. I felt myself getting impatient and hostile.
"You okay baby?" she asked me and touched my arm.
I watched as she raised her eyebrow and looked at me with all the concern in the world. I watched as her brown eyes danced back and forth with worry. I ain't care though. I have been fighting to urge to just fuck some random bitch. I'm trying my hardest to respect her and show her I aint like her no good exes and shit, but I'm slowly losing my cool. I had been trapped in this truck with her. Sleeping in the same bed as her, watching her laugh and smile and look at me like I am the best thing in the world, but she won't let me fuck her, touch her, she barely letting me kiss her. She is so damn lucky she is my best friend and girlfriend all wrapped in one perfect package.
"Yeah," I mumbled as I felt her hand on the back of my neck.
"You sure? You are tense as hell," she said and started to rub the back of my neck.
I ain't gonna lie the shit felt good, but I can't take it to much longer. If her hands move to my ear. I am going to pull over and take her ass. I looked over at her. She was looking so fucking good in the sunlight. She was rocking some cut off shorts that hugged her thighs and ass. A Cubs baseball jersey she had opened. A white beater that barely held her plump breast in place, she had her hair in a bun making her neck look so tempting wit a red bandana tied to the front like a headband. She had her left leg up on my dash that was shining in the light thanks to her lotion and the sun. She was rocking her white low top chucks. It didn't help that she smell so fucking good either.
"Stop Sin," I said as I moved my head so she could stop fucking with me.
"DJ what is wrong love?" she said as her eyes started to get big.
"Sin I love you I really do with everything in me, but I'm going to need for you not to fucking touch me right now," I said.
I probably sounded a lot more harsh than what I intended to, but shit if I was a nigga my balls would be so fucking blue right now.
"Why?" she asked me in a low tone.
I knew I had hurt her feelings, but I'm trying so hard to just resist every thought in my head right now.
"Sin. I'm tired, I'm hungry, and I'm so far pass horny. You are not helping me out at all. You are making everything worse," I said.
I heard her sigh and she moved her hand from my neck. I was driving for another 10 minutes when I pulled up to the Target.
"Wait here I will be back," I mumbled and got out the truck before she could say anything.
I slammed the door and stood outside and let the heat it my body. I could feel all the tension in my body rise. I was gonna have to find a fight or a gym or something tonight. I sighed and went inside and filled out all the paperwork and everything I needed to do. I got back in the truck and backed it up to the dock. I got back out and unhitched everything before pulling off. Sin was in her phone and probably her feelings too. I sighed. I will apologize to her later after I come back from relieving my frustrations. I pulled off and drove to the trucker stop. I backed up the truck in the spot and pulled out my phone and called Lester.