Sin
I looked down at my phone as I waited at the bus stop. I didn't know were to go really. Dj was out doing something, my moms was passed out drunk in the living room and all my other family won't even talk to me. I placed my head in my hands as the tears wouldn't stop falling. It was only 9 at night and I was siting at a bus stop on what had to be one of the coldest days in Chicago ever. All I had on was a hoodie and some sweat pants. I laughed as I sat up and looked down at my feet. I didn't even have enough time to grab some shoes. My sock covered feet was rooted into the cold cement. I shook my head.
" Sin?" I heard a voice call me but I wasn't sure who it was.
I was cold, sore and my head was throbbing from all of the crying I had done.
" What?" I yelled back not looking up from the ground.
I had no feeling in my feet. I wonder since they are frozen if I could walk someplace. May I could walk to Dj's and just wait for her till she come home.
"Sierra get yo ass in this car!" the voice yelled.
I kept my focus on the ground and shook my head no. Before I knew it I heard a car door slam and foot steps approaching were I was sitting. There was a pair of Timbs standing in front of me. I heard the person sigh before they put there jacket around my shoulders. I kept my eyes focused on the wheat color timbs and the legs that were attached to them. I then felt the person place a hat on my head and pull it all the way down on to my ears. I watched as they bent down and the crease that was so perfectly placed in there black jeans became invisible.
"Sin," this time the voice seemed familiar, it was calm but yet still concerned.
I watched as the person took my hands. The warmth of there hands felt good on mines. I knew the touch. I knew the voice. I let my tears fall faster as she took her hand and titled my head up until she meet my gaze. I watched as she smiled a bit at me causing me to warm a little bit.
"Sin baby, come with me," Dj said as her honey colored eyes pierced mines.
I shook my head no.
"You wanna stay out here and freeze?" she asked me.
I looked at my best friend and nodded my head yes. I watched as she stood up and sighed. I watched as she walked away from me. I don't blame her I'm all fucked up. My life, me, my family. I was just a mess. I sighed when I heard her open the car door. I knew she wouldn't put up with me for long. I had to much stuff. I just wanted to be invisible, that way I could be happy. With every tear that fell from my face it left a burning sensation on my cheeks. I closed my eyes and titled my head back.
I had been out her since 6. Just letting every bus pass me by. I heard more footsteps come my way. I didn't even care what happened to me at this point. I was just tired. I felt somebody pick me up and toss me over there shoulder.
" Sin I'm not doing this shit with you little ugly nigga," Dj said as she carried me to the car.
I let out a small chuckle as she tossed me in the back seat. I watched as she went under the passage seat and pulled out a blanket and placed it on top of my body.
"You must be crazy as fuck if you think I am going to let yo ass freeze out here. You got me fucked up Sierra," she said in a very stern voice.
She was pissed.
"Dj who is this?" a voice asked.
I didn't even notice she had a girl in the car with her. Fuck. I messed up her date.
