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chapter 12- ANRIQUE

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the funeral has ended,after everyone has left , the leaving was quiet , everyone was crying .. selena , jina , jeremy.. lou was helping on closing the graves , zayn was next to jeremy who was hugging selena , selena approached to zayn and held the sleeve of his shirt.." will we go , zayn ? "

zayn knew she didn't want to stay more , she wants a time with herself , he beckoned and held her arm and went to jina.."we will go now , take care of jeremy"

they went to the car , zayn went to her door and opened it waiting for her to come in be she didn't , she was like stray.."c'mon"

she came back to herself and came in the car , the smoke of zayn's cigarette was the only thing that's around , she went out the car and was going to go up her room but zayn's voice stopped her.." wait , i will make some food"

her feeling of hunger made her agree.." i will change my clothes and come"

he took off his coat and ordered food , after minutes selena came and sat... " zayn, about what i said.."

zayn interrupted .." i know you were still afected by the shock"

she said.." if you wanted us to divorce i'm ready for that"

" who told you i'm asking you for?" he said

she looked at him.." we both need that"

he stood up to play the music player.." not now , we'll talk about that later, at least after month"

the bell rang , zayn got up to make the table , she followed him and sat next to him eating , she was thinking when her family was here , she had to forgive john and hug nicole back, she left the spoon and her eyes were full of tears

zayn interrupted.."saddness and regret won't help you anymore"

she said with her crying voice.."Are you trying to relieve on me with these words?"

"this is the truth, if tears and saddnes would get back who we love i would get her back" zayn said but he went back eating again

selena was curious , who is she ? his wife? his girfriend? his fiancee?.. " who is she ?" she asked

but he looked at her and got up with his dishes , selena knew that is his secret and he doesn't want to talk about , so she didn't talk that if she was him she wouldn't feel good of that question , but her feminine nature made her in a hard situation , who is she ? was he in love with her ? how did she die? her head was full of these questions even if she doesn't care about him there's no woman in this world would know that for her husband another woman and doesn't get jealous, she felt shy when she called herself zayn's wife, she was always imagining herself just a wife for lou , but now the rule has changed , she is zayn's wife , her cheeks are red and she tried to forget..

she got up and cleaned and went back to find zayn felling confused in front of his library , which book should he read?

she sat away from him and tried to forget her saddness , he looks so confused , he was trying to pick his book , selena felt like she wants to read might that make her forget a little bit, she stood up and approached , she stared about the books and it really was very confusing to choose but at the end she felt inability of choose and decided to choose the first book she sees forgetting zayn who was next to her trying to choose too, she picked up a book but she didn't see the book which fell with it but zayn held it , he stood next to her , she felt how he is very tall