Silence. (edited)

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(Okay this took me half an hour to write and I'm quite proud of myself.)

(I decided to add more~!) 



Entry number 1:

It has been 3 months since Ren died, the silence was maddening and the darkness in the night was torture, I had no idea I needed Ren so much in my life. He was my joy, my light, my bestfriend, and I missed him terribly. I had not left the dorm unless it was for classes. Jaune and Pyrrha always brought me my meals and tried to make me laugh, but it was hard without him. Team RWBY even came to visit sometimes, bringing cookies or boardgames, anything to keep my mind off of Ren. I refused to smile, I refused to wear any kind of colour but black. everyone but my team and RWBY avoided me, and I'm glad they did, I would have snapped if I got too much attention. the only attention I want anymore is Ren's but.. he was gone. 


Entry number 2:


Jaune and Pyrrha got into a fight today, they think its their fault I'm still depressed over Ren. I wish they understood. Ruby came by today with some of Ren's favourite tea, I think they do these things to hurt me more. 
I havn't moved from my bed in days and I've barely eaten. I have never been more alone, this has been more painful than losing my family, Ren was all I had left.
I feel like the silence is driving me insane.

Entry number 3: 



Yang came by today, she forced me out of bed and into my battle gear, she said she wont let me sleep till she see's my smile. I just wish they would drop this and let me join him. Blake is going to be coming by with some lunch. Weiss and Ruby seem to be making something, if its something about Ren again I'm gonna snap. well Yang is coming back now.

Entry number 4:



Ozpin said that I need to try to open up to my friends about how I'm feeling, but how can I open up to my friends about nothing. I feel nothing inside, its just darkness. it's just silence. 

Entry number 5:

Pyrrha hasn't come back since our walk today, she kept talking about Ren and how it's okay for me to cry, but after a while things went black, and then I woke up in my bed. I wonder where she could be. 


Entry number 6: 

Everyone is scared, they say they found Pyrrha's body in the river this morning, they think she was held under by someone.


Entry number 7:

Ruby and Weiss wen't missing today. All I remember was them giving me a drawing of team JNPR then everything went black and I was in my bed. I hope they're okay



Entry number 8:

They're dead too.


Entry number 9:

Its been a few days since Jaune has gone missing, but theres this awful smell coming from the closet. I hope it goes away soon.


Entry number 10:

I thought I saw Ren across the room from me earlier today.. he looked scared, like I was about to hurt him. then I saw him fall to his knees. his blood was everywhere. 


Entry number 11:

I've started to see that image in my dreams as well.. It seems to be like a memory. I can't take it.


Entry number 12:

I started having a nightmare about Pyrrha as well. I force her head into the river, she tried hard to get out of my hold but I was stronger than her.. these nightmares are getting horrible.


Entry number 13: 

I found Blake reading my diary today. when she saw me come back into the dorm she looked terrified, she was about to run when I grabbed her by the neck. she's sleeping now.


Entry number 14: 

Glynda came to my dorm.. she saw Blake sleeping and screamed, I don't know why. she was just having a cat nap


Entry number 15:

Some students were found in the court yard today. and my hands keep getting more little spots on them, they look red.


Entry number 16: 

I had the thoughts of Ren again, this time I heard him talking, he kept saying, "Nora please get back. you're scaring me. Nora put that away please. Please Nora! Nora what's wrong with you?! You're insane! what are you doing?! stay away from me!" it was kind of funny, his face looked so frightened, like a little mouse that was cornered by a cat.


Entry number 17: 

Ozpin came to get me today, he says that they're going to send me somewhere, a nice new home. but I don't want to go.. I like Beacon.


Entry number 18:

Yang came to force me out of my room, but I didn't want to leave. now she can't either. she's hanging from the ceiling, so I guess we're both staying here.


Entry number 19:

I finally found Jaune. he was asleep in the closet the whole time, what a silly boy..


Entry number 20:

Ozpin and Glynda forced me out of my room, they said that I'm insane and I need to be taken care of. but they decided to stop, now they're sitting in the hall.


Entry number 21:

So quiet today. no one has come by to visit.. Ren did, but he just stood in the corner, quiet.. his clothes were stained red.


Entry number 22

Ren kept staring at me so I decided to try to talk to him, but all he said was, "Nora.. why?"

It's so quiet now. so silent. 

its driving me insane. 

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