I'm Ashanti and I thought I found the love of my life until we started going to school together. He turned out just like the rest. Fake pussy ass nigga. Let me tell you how it went.
I was so happy that my boyfriend justin was starting school with me today. We talked about it all last nite. I told everything about what goes on at school. And the first thing he said was ILL PROTECT YOU. I belived him. I blushed all nite. But that was a lie. I walked in school with the biggest smile on my face. I was looking for Justin when I spotted him with that "crowd".
Me: hey Justin
Dude #1: damnn Justin even got the fat ones to
Justin: nigga I can get me all he said smirking
Dude #1: I need to learn for you shit
Justin: hell yea make em all think they wifey but they ain't shid
For him to say that i i wasnt even there. it cut me. I looked at him like he was stupid. Tears began to fall from my eyes. I felt betrayed. i put trust in for him. I will never put my trust into someone else.
Ashely: look at the pathetic ill fat ass baby I see why her mom was ashamed of her
Me: u said you'll protect me Justin
Justin: I can't protect you theyll snap my ass you bigger than me you need to be my bodyguard talking bout some damn protection
Everybody laughed.
Me: Well you ain't say that last nite.
Justin: bitch wat the fuck you said
Me: you heard me dumb ass
Justin: you hard now and I just wanted some head
Me: nigga all 3 of mines are virgins so you can quit fronting yo ass just wanna be hard when you really soft as fuck.
He pinned me up by my neck and punched me in my eye. They all laughed. no one helped me. they just formed around cheering. sayn "beat the fat off ha" or "i bet she cant feel it". As soon as he let go I quickly caught my breath and ranaway.
Present
I quickly ran in and tried to go to my room. But was stopped by my dad his frends and some young boy. I got scared I knew I had bruises. He let me go to my room not causing a sene, he quickly followed me. I busted out crying and letting it all sink in. It all came down to my mom.
Me: daddy why did mama leave did she not like me or my size
I always thought I was the reason for my mom leaving. She was a personal trainer and we use to have the best relationship til one day. I heard mom and dad arguing. She stormed up the room and looked at me with hatered. She then pushed me down the stairs but I'm not mad, I actually made me flexible.
Daddy: no baby she was jealous I put you before her you did nothing wrong you are pretty and no one can tell you different.
??: he right you just have that 1 of a kind body. Dcup with a big butt you have a body just show it off
Daddy: don't be mad ti but this is your twin bother ashaawn
Me: I have a brother !! Yay give me a hug
Shaawn: you not mad
Me: do you have a car, money, girl,kids,house
Sha: wow.. Yes yes no no yes
Me: den no sha
Sha: let's go shopping dry them eyes gold digger
Me:okay
I really did have a body but wear X-L shirts. You couldn't tell. I never really liked my body. You couldn't tell if I had big breast or butt. Only way to find out if you stare at me a long time and no one Rarely did that.
