heart break

long cold night

Emma got ready for bed after a sad day. She brushed her teeth got into her PJ's and went upstairs in bed. She didn't have a blanket so she was freezing all night. It was snowing out which didn't help any. To her almost every morning she feels sick after words because shes never warm when she sleeps and shes up half the night.

She was freezing. She couldn't sleep at all because of it. She was shaking chattering chattering her teeth. The long cold night seemed endless. She curled up into a ball holding her knees for warmth. It helped a little but not much.

Finally the sun raised. She was relieved. she got up went down stairs grabbed something to eat and she left. She didn't even bother saying "good morning" cause she knew they didn't care. She felt sad and guilt for not saying it but them being like that I shouldn't wast my breath on that. She went outside with her crutches. She crutch'ed over to the back yard so she could be alone awhile.

She didn't want to leave because she would have to leave Emily her closes sister. She is the only person in our family who stuck up for me the only one who was nice kind and who'ed actually liked me. She wasn't like the rest she was different from all the others. Its like she was raised with manners. I'm not complaining or anything but if my father or mother don't have manners who taught her the manners and plightness? I don't know but all that matter's is that she's nice to me.

She was attempted to go ask Emily "If she could go with her" Cause she couldn't stay not like this anyway. But she didn't want to leave Emily so it was a big dissension for Emma. She didn't want to stay but she didn't want to go either. Her parents and two sisters were driving her crazy. She thought to her self "I probable could last out in the wild no problem" she said to her self. She decided to Sleep on it. After she said that to her self. Emily was looking for her emily went to the back yard and walked up to her behind her and she said "Hi Emma" She startled her and she jumped Emily said "im so sorry is your ankle ok?! i didnt mean to scare you!" Emma said "Im ok it wasnt on propous or anything right" She said with a smile on her face. Emily thought to her self "how has Emma been smiling all this time. When her family has been nothing but mean to her. How can she still be smiling. I wouldn't be able tosmile again. Being ignored every day for the rest of my life and the only time they talk to me is to yell at me to do something," Emily said back to her "Ok" smiling back at her. They talked for awhile. While she and Emily was walking back to the house. There'er talking about Alot of things.

When they came to the porch she said "I have to be alone for awhile" "What's wrong" Emily said "Nothing im still decideing weather i should go or not. I'm going to sleep on it"