Dear former best friend

Livinng it as a chore

Dear former best friend
I don't think there was an exact monument or event that I can pin point that made me realize that our forensic ship started to feel less lien an and entire and more like a chore. I think it was small things over time adding up. And you can't tell me you didn't feel the same way because we know each other so well that we felt the same things.
I tried, I really did, to keep feeling like it was an adventure but it just got to hard. We were already growing apart, growing in different paths that we didn't even realize we were growing into. Like you always say, it's so easy for you to stop caring about someone. That's what our friendship began to feel like the last months of it. Like you slowly were giving up on is without even realizing you were.
But is growing apart isn't just your fault, I had my role in it as well. I found my self growing closer to other people, becoming jealous of your friends, becoming annoyed with little things you did or things we did together. And that's ok because that's natural.
We fell out of sync.