i like how on the internet i always say "if you ever want to talk hmu!!1!1!11!1!" and then when someone finally does message me i get sO MUCH ANXIETY AND I'M JUST LIKE "SHITSHITSHIT WHAG DO ID DO????"
like i'm not even joking my heart starts beating so fucking fast and i think about what to say for 5 hours smh
true story: the other day someone messaged me on Twitter and was like "i'm going to go to sleep now so i'll talk to you tomorrow if that's chill!1!1!" aND I ACTUALLY DREAMED ABOUT MESSAGING THEM AND HOW THE CONVERSATION WAS GOING TO GO DOWN
I'M NOT EVEN JOKING ((update: they still haven't messaged me back and it's been 3 days :):):)):)))
,,,but besides all of that it rlly does make me happy when someone actually wants to talk to me so ://
it also makes me rlly fucking nervous and i get so awkward and uHG
in other news, i actually bought the light up shoes that i was talking about in my last chapter so gO me
