A Book Of Oneshots

Sherlock X reader

Okay...warning! This.....This one may hit hard for some people.....If you have insecurity about your body....Please don't read...and let me tell you. No matter what you look like or who you are you are beautiful in my eyes.....I know you are...I may not be able to see you but I know you are....Also side note.....I got this idea from another one shot book but it was 11 and not sherlock but my last one was 11 soooo...

I knew I was fat.....I knew I was.....I wasn't extremely fat but when you looked at me it showed....And I knew it did...But....I ignored it...

Sherlock was out on a case and John was out on yet another date so while the two men were gone I decided to pick up a bit...Usually I'm careful about things bit I guess this time I failed that...

I had just finished whenever Sherlock came home. "(Y/n)..." I looked up from my book I was currently reading. "Yes?" He gave me a cold, hard glare. "Where are my cigarettes?" I bit my lip slightly. "I threw them out?" "YOU DID WHAT?!" I nodded slightly. "They aren't good for you ya know..."

That's when he took it to far...And he knew it

"you know what else is bad for you? All that food....you claim you only stress eat but that stomach shows otherwise! No wonder every man that ever goes on a date with you never take you out to dinner...Probably costs a fortune to pay for you! Heh...I'm surprised you ever had a second date.."

My eyes watered up and he continued to glare at me...I'm got up and walked out of the flat. And out of the building entirely.

Once I reached home I stepped on a scale. I cried slightly as I saw the numbers and I stepped off and went to my room and layed down. I noticed the mirror that was across the room and I stared at it looking at myself...

Is that all men saw? A fat lady?

I yelled slightly as I threw a shoe at the mirror causing it to shatter to a million pieces just as my heart did.

So yeah....I loved sherlock....And yeah.....I knew he didn't love me....

Two months later

Sherlock ' s P.O.V

It's been months since I've last seen (Y/n) I knew what I said last time was wrong but I wasn't going to apologize....Was I?
"Sherlock! It's been two months! I'm worried for her health! No one who is close to her has been able to reach her! You need to apologize!!" This was the third time this week John pointed that out. I made a long exaggerated sigh before I got up and wrapped my scarf around my neck and walked out.

One I arrived at (Y/n)'s flat I knocked on her door. I heard someone walk around the flat before I heard the door unlock. What I saw scared me. Her house was a total mess and she looked like she hadn't eaten in weeks. "(Y/n)?!" She looked down at her stomach. "Here to tell me how fat I am again?" I walked over to her and cupped her face do she would look at me. "I-I'm.....Ugh....I'm sorry...." She sniffed slightly..."How long has it been since you e eaten a proper meal..?" She looked away. "T-two months...." I sighed and went into her kitchen and grabbed a box of cereal and lead her to the couch and sat down next to her. "Please eat..." She shook her head. "Why not?" She cried a a little. "Because I'm not perfect yet. I'm still fat...No one loves a fat lady...." it hurt to hear that...

"I'm no one?" She gave me a confused look. "I'm trying....These...emotions are hard to understand but what I feel for you is very different from others....and I'm sorry I hurt you..." She smiled and leaned on me and looked at the box of cereal and I handed them to her. "Your perfect, love"