( Ashanti )
I know it's hard my darling, you wonder why ya Lonely and ya man's not calling, you keep falling victim cause your insecure, and when I tell you that your beautiful you can't be sure.
- J.Cole
I'm walking down the hallway, my head high. Feeling confident as hell.
"Bitch, c'mere!" Savank yelled. I slowly turned around and I just let the anger take over me.
"Listen here nigga, I'm not yo fucking bitch ; do I look like fucking dog to you!? I'm getting fucking tired of you and yo bullshit. Im not scared of yall niggas. NEVER WILL I EVER BE! Say some other disrespectful shit to me i'll have my brothers and cousins up here in a split second! Fucking assholes!" I walked to my locker, all eyes on me.
"Damn ma, what he do?'' My Brother friend, Chresanto asked.
"He was bullying me my WHOLE fucking life. Im fucking tired of it sooooo I just said what was on my mind.'' I admitted. I actually had a HUGE crush on him.
" I'll be right back." He walked over to Savank and his buddies. I couldn't understand what they were saying. All I know is it wasn't very pretty.
"Chres, I gotta go ta class. Ill see you at lunch." I said to him as I hugged him, he grabbed me by my waist & whispered in my ear to meet him at lunch, I blushed. From what I heared Chres always had a crush on me.
My first class was with my bestfriend, Ephinay. I really love this girl. I love her name and everything. My real bitch.
"EPHINAY." I yelled as I saw her about to walk in the classroom. She turned and had a huge smile on her face when she saw me.
"TRIPLE A! " She yelled, I ran up to her and hugged her. Luckily we seat by each other.
"You look cute today boo. " I told her she had on a navy blue high low dress the bottom part was red. She had tan sandels from Forever 21. The ones I brought her for her birthday.
" Thanks baby, you don't look bad yourself cutie." She smiled showing her deep cheek dimples.
" I try, but come on let's get to class."
As we walked in I saw Chres & he smiled showing those vampire teeth of his. I glanced at E & she was laughing. I elbowed her. I was on my way to my seat but Chres pulled me on his lap.
" Yes? " I knew he wanted sum'.
" I handled the situation, so everything's good, but I wanna come ova' & spend tha night." he smirked.
" I knew you wanted sum' you can come over today." I got up & walked to my seat next to Ephinay.
" So what you doing this weekend girly? " Ephi asked.
" Well, Chres supposed to spend tha night. " I blushed.
" Oweeeeee, I wanna COME OVER! " She said.
" Ight. "
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after school.
I went to the store to get snacks for my lil sleep over I was having. I was strolling down the aisle & I saw Savank & his crew. I quickly acted like I was on the phone.
" Hey whore. "
" Wyd slut? "
" Wanna suck my di-. "
" Guys leave 'er alone STUPID FUCKS! She's on the fuckingg telephone!" Savank yelled at them. I chuckled, he was kinda cute when he's mad. wait- WHAT DID I JUST THINK!😭 oh no!
" k, see you in 5. " I said pretending to hang up the phone. I looked up & saw Jasan looking looking me up and down.
" Umm? " I said confused.
" Why is ya ass so fat , lawwwd ! " I felt violated. I walked about my business. Then I felt a big hand turn me around. It was Savank. He kissed my forehead .
" I like you A. " He confessed. I shrugged & walked away.
I called Chresanto & Ephinay , they were waiting on me. So I was in a rush. Once I got there Chres was smoking , nay was just scrolling down her Facebook newsfeed. I unlocked the door.
" No hugs ? " I asked.
" Nope. " Nay said popping the p.
" Bae , let's play truth or dareeeee or na?" Chres said, Ephinay was looking like .. 😳
" Santo, who your bae? " she asked while laughing.
He gulped , " eeh , Ashanti. " I blushed.
( Chresanto )
I think love is a waste of time. I have money to make, I don't have time for a woman in my life. Especially with school & my tours and sports. What do I need a woman for? Don't get me wrong, I love woman & sex. But Ashanti, Ashanti is different. The way she carries her self, the way she walk, the way she talks she's a blessing.
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