Pink Notes 《 J.JK + P.JM》 [ ON HOLD]

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With the familiar piece of metal in my right hand, I walked to the bathroom with wobbly legs

Jimin POV

I watched from afar a girl went up to Jungkook. I could hear their conversation easily...

"Jungkook oppa... I uh... I l-like you... A lot, please go out with me! "
"Huh... Sure! Saturday at 7 at the bowling alley? "

Suddenly, it felt as if my world had stopped.

He's going on a date... With a... Girl...

Right... I'm sure he's not even gay or bisexual.

And just in time, the bell rang, signalling the end of lunch break. I left the library, grabbed my bag and left school. The tears were forming in my eyes. I blinked furiously, hoping to make them go away.

I reached home knowing that i would be alone. I slammed tbe door shut and slid down. All the tears i held back just now started pouring out. I was a mess.

I went into my room and looked under my bed to find the piece metal that could make me happy for at least a few hours. My fingertips brushed against something cold. Found it!

With the familiar piece of metal in my right hand, i walked to the bathroom with wobbly legs.

I lifted up my wrist.

One cut for being a loner...

Three cuts for being born...

Ten cuts for loving Jungkook...

Twenty cuts for being gay...

Twenty-five cuts for being Park Jimin...

Intense painful pleasure filled my arm as red crimson blood flowed out.

Drip drop. Drip drop.

Blood... There was so much blood. And then...

Everything turned black.

Jungkook POV

"Huh... Sure! Saturday at 7 at the bowling alley? "
The girl smiled shyly and nodded, walking away happily.

Jimin hyung was probably straight so I should probably give up and move on. Maybe dating someone else will make me forget him...

A/N
Hello people! 😎 Yay i updated hope people will read this story. For those who are wondering if Jimin was sent to the hospital or anything, he wasn't. He just lost consciousness. Haha

Have a good time rolling your eyes at my lameness 😝