Psychotic (#Wattys2016)

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Yo-Seul POV

I walk out of Jungkook's room with a expression I can't even explain. I couldn't believe what I just heard about Jin all of it..was just crazy none of this made any sense. All of these guys didn't make any sense. Just thinking of it again made me crazy.

I look around the living room to notice everyone was gone including Jin. I sigh as I walk to my room, once I was there I close the door behind me I jump on to my bed and look at my ceiling and recall everything Jungkook said.

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"Well since you already know about me and I'm guessing Suga" I nodded and waitied for him to countinue "Well as you heard Suga and I have gone through things without a scratch and normal people wouldn't survive" I nodded again

"Well I'm guessing you already know that we aren't normal or-"

"Jungkook" he looked at me "On with the point"

"Oh yah right, well Jin is like that too"

"How"

"Well Jin has Schizophrenia, its where you see things that aren't really there"

Well so much for not being freaked out

"What?"

"Yah"

"So that's what he was saying before"

"Huh?"

"Well when I found Jin he was talking nonsense like he was saying 'How they always leave him' or 'There always there for me but yet there not really there' and stuff like that"

"Oh...well yah normally his episodes, as we call them normally, involve us"

"Oh"

"Yeah well and Jin is has gotten very good at controlling them but when they do happen its not a very good thing to deal with, just imagine what you thought was real but really wasn't it was just a dream in a way"

"How did he end up like this"

"He's always had it and he doesn't have a 'Oh my god he didn't die' part in his story like me and Suga did" Jungkook said laughing a little trying to lighten the mood even though it wasn't working after awhile Jungkook got the hint and stopped laughing "So he's always had it" Jungkook shrugged "Honestly I don't know I never really ask him, but ever since i was in the hospital he had an episode every day and like at least like 5 times a day and instead of it involving us it was where he was home with his family, his family left him there and never visited"

"Then why was he in the hospital if he wasn't hurt" Jungkook's eyes went wide like he said something he wasn't supposed too "Uhh well...during one of his episodes he hurt himself he like punched a wall or something I don't really remember" i give him a confused look but he just smiled like nothing happened

"Is that how you meet him?"

"Yah, he never really came out of his room so one day i was walking around the hospital and found him in his room curling into a ball on his bed with rose petals on the floor in the middle of his room"

Rose Petals? Just like what i saw when i was looking for him

"Why rose petals?"

"I don't know" i nodded and looked at the floor trying to put all of this together, this was a lot to process

"I should go" i say as i got up, Jungkook got up to "Oh okay" i looked at Jungkook and smiled at him and hugged him "Thank you" I whisper in his ear before pulling away and walking out of his room.

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I kept looking at my ceiling all of this sounded like a crazy messed up world, in a way. I groan in frustration, i've done this so many times ever since i was here geez. I turned on my side still trying to put all these pieces together but yet i still had so many questions, and I needed those questions answered in order for me to complete my puzzle.

These boys were defentily not normal but yet they are hiding something and sooner or later i will find out but knowing these guys and how they have been good at hiding it this long i most likely won't find out until they trust me enough to find out on my own.

Next thing I know I started falling asleep with all these puzzle pieces laid out in my head.