Thirty-Sixth.

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The world was really black, wasn't it?

I can't even see a thing, words do have a fucking painful effect.

Wala na akong pake, kahit absent ako di ko naman kakayanin na pumunta at makita siya.

It might have been too much for me to carry the weight of his words, even isang sentence lang iyon.

Been lying on my bed for almost 6 hours without standing up, 3 na ng umaga di parin ako natutulog.

6 hours ago when my world stopped.

6 hours ago when my mind was fucked up.

6 hours ago and my tears continued.

It was 6 hours ago nang magbago ang mundo ko, nasaktan ako.

Pathetic isn't it? A pretty cliché thing to cry about. But yes it was Eito who i hated for most of my life. Nabundol ko lang naman siya habang naglalakad ako sa boring kong buhay. But now he captivated me, captivated me so hard that I'm his.

But all of those will end now.

Di ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko, I'll just lay on this bed lingering for someone.

Eito being married with a girl, and living and making a happy family.

I streamed through the music on Spotify, napahinto ako sa kantang Orange by SevenOops.

The sad piano on it's first part was heartbreaking. The raw emotions from the voice of the girl really enticed me.

I lied down on my bed at 4 in the morning.

And I listened to the music over and over again, every word na nakakanta ng babae ay nakakagaan ng pakiramdam.

Dahil sa sobrang curious ko, chineck ko kung ano ang english translation ng Orange.

And after finding it out, I curled my self and noticed a familiar smell.

It was Eito's shirt that he left.

I hold it out and smelled it, like it's the last time I'll ever do it.

Then I didn't realize that for all those emotions, i already dozed of to sleep.

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