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Beau Brooks Imagine #48 pt. 3

A/N a shoutout to @nicolabeck for being a supportive reader :)

I've decided to do more than 50 pages.

Call me a fat pig, but the reason why I'm able to update is because of mcdonalds free wifi.

enjoy part 3.

ILYSM MWUAH! <3

#48

You don't think you've ever felt more apprehensive of a new day dawning. You don't sleep one wink, simply staring at the ceiling in horror. Jai's revelation of Beau's love for you is chasing around Luke's confession about having feelings for you in your mind over and over. You pick their words apart, trying to make sense of the situation, without any success at all. You always just land right where you started: confusion. You can't really see yourself with Luke, he is your best friend! You've known him for so long and to even think of him as more than that feels.....wrong. But maybe in a good way? Luke IS boyfriend material, he is sweet and funny and considerate most of the time, but can you really go there? On the other hand, you have Beau, who has only ever been difficult and horrible to you, and yet there is always that faint attraction around him, somehow pulling you in. Yet, you still can't decide whether you can overcome all his acts of down right bullying to be with him. How can you ever fully trust him when you are scared of his opinion and afraid any moment he'll turn on you, ripping you apart with his harsh remarks? "ARGHHHH!" you scream into your pillow at around 3 a.m, wanting this all to go away. You hope that when the sun rises, clarity will dawn on you, but of course, that is not in nature's plan for you. When the first rays of light shine through your window, they are grey and cold, much like your mood. The sky is tucked away under a duvet of thick, black clouds, obscuring the warm, happy sun. Grumbling, you get up, making yourself some tea. This is a bad omen, you think. When the weather is bad, it never ends with a happily ever after. You have considered not choosing either one, which seems the most sensible, but what if you end up losing both your friends? Not that Beau ever was a friend to you, but if you chose Luke, he's definitely never even gonna bother talking to you again, and that would break your heart and vice versa. You don't understand how all your life you haven't even had one decent boyfriend, or even a simple crush, and now you are drowning in the option between two! You wonder again whether Luke knows about Beau's feelings for you. Probably not, otherwise he wouldn't have gone and put his heart out on the line like that. You know you have to make a decision. Now.

You pick up the phone, dialing the home number of the Brooks house. "Hello, Brooks residence?" a chirpy, female voice clings on the other end, which you recognise as Gina's. "Hey, Gina. Can I talk to Beau please?" you request. "Beau?" she repeats, astonishment in her voice. Of course she notices how badly you and him get on, so this must to strange to her. "Yeah, is he in?" "He's here, i'll go get him." "Hello?" a drowsy voice now sounds in the phone. It is already 1 p.m. but Beau sleeps late most weekends. "Hi Beau, it's.... me. (Y/n)" you announce carefully, listening intently to his reaction. "What do you want?" he asks, slightly annoyed. He must not know what Jai told you last night. "Beau, i need to talk to you in person" you tell him. "No, tell me now, I am not wasting my day tracking you down" he grumbles moodily. Fine, as you wish, you think, your lack of sleep making this seem like a sensible idea. "Jai told me, Beau, you can stop pretending" you snap. "He told you what?" Beau sighs, sounding bored. "That you like me! That the only reason you are always such a jackass is because you don't know how to express your feelings!" you blurt. Silence follows. Then, Beau bursts into a fit of deep, thick laughter. "Did he now? I like you huh? Oh yeah, (y/n), I am sooooo desperately in love with you, i want you to be my girlfriend SOOO BADLY!" he chuckles, sarcasm dripping from his words. "Shut up! I know you're lying!" you retort, flushing. "Tell me this, if i was in love with you, why wouldn't i make a move like a normal person? Fact is, (Y/n), Jai was probably just trying to pull one over on you. I tease you because it's fun, and because i like watching you suffer. Someone as conceited and big-headed as you needs to be pegged down a notch." "Jai wouldn't do that!" you reply, trying not to let your uncertainty shine through. "Whatever helps you sleep at night, (y/n)." "You can deny it all you want, I don't care. Luke says he has feelings for me too, so i'm going to chose him anyways" you shout, only afterwards considering it might not have been a smart thing to say. "Do whatever you want, slut. If Luke is stupid enough to think he wants you, he must be possessed by a demon with infinitely disgusting taste in women. He'll get bored of you eventually anyway when he realises what a loser you are, and then you'll have no one." he snorts, hanging up without even a goodbye. Tears of fury and hurt sting in your eyes, as you throw the phone across the room with might. How dare he? How dare he say those untrue things? Yet deep down, you are scared they might be true. Beau is ruthless and devious, but he isn't a liar. His insults are always painfully accurate, so why would he be wrong now? Swallowing, you dial Luke's cell, after picking up your luckily unharmed phone. You need reassurance from him, but at the same time, you are worried he might have changed his mind by now, and that you really would lose one of your only friends in the world. "Hello?" Luke's deep voice appears on the other line. You inhale deeply, gathering courage. This is the make or break moment...