Standing on edge
The noise
The heat
Shaking bodies
Fun
Everyone having
Fun
Behind my eyes
Behind my forced expression
Flashbacks
Seeing the blood
Seeing you
Hearing the yelling
The shots
The crashes
The sobbing
My consciousness
Momentarily
To see the source slipping
Slipping through doors and smiling
Your smile saying
Reminding me
That I will never be alone
For the ever creeping spider of you is stuck
To my back
It's head constantly burrowing into my skin
The poison already so deep
So little time until it
Until I wind up
YOU ARE READING
Here I am
Random"Time will pass as a waterfall. Will you swim out, or flail under the stream?" •self harm •depression •anxiety •Eds •dysphoria
