i just want you to know who i am

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(y/n) p.o.v. 

I arrived at the house and out side where four people, a woman with a slightly taller man's arm around her shoulder, then the two boys. one about my age and one looking a bit older. One of the social workers opened my door and the other got my bags out for me. i shyly stepped out and the woman came up to me. "Hello, I'm Vivian and this is my husband Victor and my two kids, Vic and Mike." she said with a sweet smile. I smiled shyly at her and told her my name. then she looked back at her sons and told them to help me with my stuff. "Th-that's ok.. i can get them.." "No, its cool, we want to help" the older looking one said. "I'm Vic by the way" "Aaand I'm Mike" "(y-y/n)" they grabbed my bags from the trunk and i grabbed my back pack from the back seat and texted Andy. *Convo in the previous chapter* They went up into the house and to a room on the second floor. "This is your new room" Vic said and smiled at me. "Thank you.." i replied and he left. i started unpacking when i heard a new voice downstairs, one i didn't know. "Vic, i missed you at school today, where were you?" "i was getting the house ready for my new sibling, Kells" "Oh. well can i meet them?" "Yea, come on" Then they came up stairs and in the door stood Kellin Quinn, one of the honor choir members. "(y/n), this is my boyfriend Kellin, Kellin this is (y/n) my sister as of today" Vic said and smiled. "Y-you guys are cute together.." i said and Kellin blushed. Vic kissed his cheek and then they waved by and went to his room. I texted Andy and told him about Kellin and Vic. 

 (y/n)- So Vic has a boyfriend and he's in honor choir, can you guess who it is?

Andy- no, don't know many people babe

 (y/n)-oh...r-right, sorry...well its Kellin Quinn..

Andy- babe, you ok?

 (y/n)- yea, I'm fine..anyway i've  got to go get dinner, i love you

Andy- i love you too babe

i set my pone on the charger and finished unpacking when Mike came in and told me diner was ready, so i went with him to dinner to see the Kellin was joining us. He smiled at me and i smiled back at him. We go to school tomorrow and i wonder what people are gonna say to us. We ate and talked and then went to bed. I woke up before anyone and got dressed.( https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/31/2c/2d/312c2d744b480099b39f90cc33575d58.jpg ) I sat in my room listing to music. I opened my phone case and pulled out the little blade. I rolled up my sleeve and pressed the blade on to my skin and drug it across slowly and watched the blood slip out. then i made another and another and another and another and another until a knock was at the door. "Hey (y/n) you ready?" "Y-yea hold on" i quickly pulled down my sleeve and put the blade back into my Phone case and stood up. i went over to the door and opened it, Vic was standing there with Kellin and Mike was behind them. "ready?" i nodded and we left out for school. i was standing outside waiting for Andy when i saw Brad coming up to me. He smirked and put his hand next to my head on the wall. "I see that boyfriend of yours isn't here, maybe nows my chance to mess you up." he said and put a knee between my legs and pinned me to the wall. He smirked and leaned in. He whispered in my ear. "I'll make it to where you cant look at him and not feel guilty. Just relax sweet heart." he said and pulled back slightly and then was yanked away from me by.. "Andy..." "i thought i taught you to leave her alone?" he said to Brad. I grabbed his sleeve and he looked at me. "L-lets just go" i said and looked down. He glared at Brad one last time then took me inside just as the bell rang. 'he seems mad at me...' i thought to myself in 2nd period. When 3rd period rolled i quickly got to class and saw him reading in his seat. i sat next to him in my seat and pulled out my drawing notebook. He didn't seem to notice me so i started drawing a girls arms and in one of her hands was a razor with blood dripping off it. he arms were covered in fresh cuts and there was blood pooling around them on the ground. I felt my eyes start to burn as i thought about this morning. Andy had noticed and put down his book and scooted his desk closer to mine and looked at what i was drawing. I closed the book and put it away and he looked at me. "Babe, whats wrong? Why are you crying? did something happen?" He asked and rubbed my back. the second bell rang as the last student came into the class. i just shook my hear and looked at him, more tears coming to my eyes as i looked into his eyes filled with worry and concern. "I-im sorry...." then i looked back down and didn't look back up at him as more tear filled my eyes making my vision go blurry until two tears dripped from my eyes onto the desk. Andy was rubbing my back and raised his hand. "Can i take (y/n) to the consoles office?" the teacher nodded and he grabbed mine and his bags and lead me out to the hallway. "Babe, whats wrong? Why did you say you were sorry?" I looked up at him as tears slipped down my face. My throat burned and i couldn't talk so i just lifted my sleeve to show him the fresh marks from this morning. I saw his eye fill with sadness and worry and regret. I looked down and he grabbed my arm and kissed the cuts. I looked up at him in shock. "A-aren't y-you ma-mad at me...?" he shook his head. "You should have texted me babe, i would've helped" i looked down again only to have him lift my face to look at him. He smiled and leaned in and softly kissed my lips. i kissed back and he smiled at me. "i love you" "i love you too". then out of no where i hear 'awwwweeeeeee' i turned my head to see Vic and Kellin looking at me. and Andy. "So, is this your boyfriend?" Vic asked. i nodded. "Hi, i'm Vic, her new brother, and you are?" "i'm Andy, nice to meet you. and your..Kellin right?" He asked Kellin and he nodded and blushed. Vic saw this and grabbed Kellin by the waist, pulling Kellin close to him and looked back at Andy. Andy did the same to me and both Kellin and i blushed. The bell rang again and we all looked at each other. "wanna skip with us?" Vic asked and Andy nodded and we all left. We went to the park and all talked. Then Kellin and Vic kissed. "otp...." i whispered. "what was that babe?" i shook my head. i got up and went to the monkey bars and climbed on top of them and took my over shirt off and threw it at Andy. Vic took off his shirt and so did Andy. Kellin blushed and took off his over shirt to revel a muscle shirt. i got off the monkey bars and went over to the boys. Vic looked at me then to my arms and his smile faded. Kellin saw too. "Why do you you have frech cuts on your arm?" I looked down and Andy placed a hand on my shoulder. "Hey, im not judging, i used to do it too... just, when you ever fell like doing it again think of us, we are all here for you now" Vic sai placing a hand on my knee. I looked up at them and they were all smiling. "PARTY AT MY PLACE" Kellin said and we all laughed. "I'm serious. Lets have a party, just us tho." He said we all nodded and as Andy texted his mom Vic texted his and told us we would be at Kellins'. we all left and went to his place and sat in the basement talking and joking til we all passed out.


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