#Zariel •Zach and Ariel• {ON HOLD}

Hate

*A Year Later* (Note the rest of this story is coming from my imagination.. but there will be some reality.)

Its been a long time since I have see Zach. I mean... we are both really busy so it sucks. I live far from him so there is no visits really... I have been getting tones of hate lately and It really hurts. I've never gotten this much, people think I am changing because of Zach. But really its for myself. I just want to live my own life and do things without people telling me what I can and can't do. Recently I dyed my hair and trimmed it. I turned 16 (Just say they are both 16 right now) and I've been more open to makeup. People don't understand it tho... 

Mom- Honey do you want breakfast? 

Me- Sure... I'll be down in a bit, I'm gonna film a video. 

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After setting up my camera and lights I sat down. I took a deep breath and pressed record. 

Me- Hey guys! It's me... babyariel. Sorry I don't look too good.. its early.. I won't edit this video.. I just wanna talk. Recently you guys have been telling me I am changing. I've never gotten so much hate before. At first it was all just about talent and what I don't have, but when I try to show you guys who I am and who the real Ariel Martin is, you bring me down. Yes I did new things with my hair and yes this is the new benefit eye primer. Who cares if I wear makeup or wanna try new things? Its my life. I get it, I'm not perfect, I don't have a completely flat stomach, I have funny lips, I have dark circles around my eyes.. 

I tried to hold the tears back but it didn't work. I started bawling. 

Me- I'm sorry. And I know I shouldn't talk about my relationship.. but I miss Zach. 

My tone was louder along with my cries. 

Me- I hate being away from him for this long. We are so busy we never talk. Ever. I'm so alone right now. You guys probably think this is for attention.. so be it. Think what you want. I'm done for now. 

I grabbed my phone and started to log out of all my social medias. I didn't deactivate, but I just need a break. 

Me- Bye guys.. see you... later?

I ended it and sat there. Crying, in the corner of my room. I ran to my laptop and uploaded the video. My door slightly opened. 

Mom- Ariel? Are you okay?

Me- No... Mom I hate this. I hate dealing with life. 

Mom- Ariel don't think like that! Honey you can't be depressed over this. 

Me- Its too late. 

I wiped my eyes before sitting up. I looked at my Mac Book to see a facetime from Zach. 

Mom- I'll give you a minute. 

Me- Hello?

Zach's expression changed.. I guess he didn't see that bright smile he expected. 

Zach- Ariel.. Babe, are you okay?

Me- No..

I laughed before tears escaped my eyes. 

Zach- I seen the video. Babe I love you no matter who or what brings you down. I love everything about you. Who cares if your not a barbie doll. 

Me- Zach I'm depressed over this shit! No matter what people tell me I will still feel the same. 

Zach looked surprised at my language. He doesn't like when people curse. 

Zach- Well it pisses me off to see my girlfriend down. I hate it. Ya know, I've been getting hate too.. Us being together has ruined both of our careers. 

Me- Oh..

Zach- I didn't mean that... I'm sorry.. 

I don't even know what just happened. We both snapped. 

Me- I need to be with you. Its not us being together... its us being apart. 

Zach- Come down here. Please. Or I can come down there! I just need to see you. 

Me- I'll ask, love you. 

Zach- Love you.

I ended it and laid back in bed letting out a sigh. 

Me- Finally..