Chapter 8-Thoughts

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I finally got to take a shower. You see every three days out of a week I get to take a shower. It's kind of my thinking time. My time where I can just think about what's going in my life. It's the only place I don't get pills thrown down my throat or some scream randomly. It's like peace and quiet.I kind of wished I could have this all the time but, that's probably never gonna happen. 

I have dreams still of that guy still telling me he is coming to get me. Every time he comes closer to me I still have seen the shadow. Maybe he has left he could have died.I guess I will never know. All I know is that  I will never know what this is.Knowing me if I told someone they would think I more insane so, I would have to move up to the crazy unit. Where everybody screams and I can't live through that I would probably just go crazier.

The doctors here say my brain is  paused like it doesn't want to continue to go.Kind of like my brain is dead or, my brain is being overpowered by someone.I will never know, though, will I? The voices will always be there I will always feel unwanted. It's like I'm a piece of a board game in that piece that nobody wants to use.I'm always being played I'm like Becky in the crazy unit. The only reason why she went up there was because she had  bitten a nurse.I heard though that the nurse influenced her to do it.Starlight was the one to tell me that she and Becky were kind of close.Like that best friend, that's not really your best friend just that one you kind of just hang out with.

I hear someone say "Nightfall shower is over" I sigh and start to get out.A nurse hands me my new clothes and says "Nightfall come to dinner then its time to sleep." I just nod my head and put a night gown they handed to me. Gosh I hate these clothes there itchy,nasty,and some have weird stains. I just wish we got to wear our own clothes all the time. 

After I get dressed I head to the cafeteria where I grab my food and find Starlight but, I saw someone sit with her. I slowly walk to her and she says "here she is." The person looks up to me and all I see is his green eyes and I knew I saw those before.

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So I have decided I'm adding Harry to my book so yea. Also sorry for such slow updates I will try to update more. Hope you had a good day! Bye

Love, 

         Super Writer ;)

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