Heart Attack

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Putting my defenses up, 'cause I don't wanna fall in love. If I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack

There he was standing so perfectly in his corner, I didn't notice anyone else in the room because I didn't really care about them, it was just him and me. A room full of strangers, classmates, friends, and my ex', none of that really mattered because all I could focus on was the way he was moving his drink back and fourth talking to a bunch of faces.

Never put my love out on the line.

An ex of mine came up to me, "I still love you and I want you back, please say yes again!"

Never said yes to the right guy

I ignored his question and kept watching dreamy over there, "Don't waste your time with him, you'll go through so much trouble just to get his attention."

I ignored him and started walking up to dreamy, "Hey look who it is! How are you?" One of his friends asked me. I have waited long enough to be with him, to finally make my

move after all of the times he's told me that I'm not good enough.

But when it comes to you I'm never good enough.

I've played his game for over 2 years. I know he wants me. Sometimes I don't care about him and treat him like a stranger which makes him go crazy of course.

When I don't care

I can play him like a Ken doll

Won't wash my hair

Then make him bounce like a basketball.

"Wow you look good!"

One of his friends stated, I stared at my midnight blue and carbon black painted nails.

But you make me wanna act like a girl

Painting my nails and wear high heels

"Guys can we have a minute alone." He asks the guys and they scattered all around the room. This is it. This is my chance. The moment I've been waiting for was just right in front of me. He made me happy in a way that I can never explain, I never told anyone because I didn't think it was real. I go to hold his hand but something pulls me back and I just can't do it.

Make me so nervous that I just can't hold your hand.

You make me glow but I cover up won't let it show.

So I'm putting my defenses up

'cause I don't wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

I think I'd have a heart attack.

He pulls me in and hugs me then whispers something in my ear, "I've noticed you trying to catch my attention all of this time. I was not interested but you made me change my mind because a first impression is always a misjudgment." He let go and looked at me, another of my ex' came up and started talking away. "Why did you never go through any of that trouble for me when we were together?" I ignored him because I was still in disbelief, I know I'm being played by him but something is leading me towards him. I don't know what it is.

Never break a sweat for the other guys

When you come around I get paralyzed

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