Demi Lovato song one shots....

Shouldn't Come Back

I was home all alone laying on my bed, I have been in this house for over five years since my dad decided that he would rather drink then to be bothered with me. I look at the phone and read the ID, its him again.

See you calling again
I don't wanna pick up no oh
I've been laying in bed
Probably thinking too much oh oh

I decide to let it ring and let him leave another message, "Hey, sweet heart it's dad again, I want to say sorry for ignoring you over the years, you know what alcohol can do to a person! Anyways please call back because I want to fix things with you so that you can come back home! Ok bye sweetie."
I held the phone in my hand not believing how ridiculous he was being. It was his choice to drink, that was his mistake. How can you abandon someone and then tell them that you want to be bothered with them again? I don't want him back in my life an it took me 15 years to realize that he is my father, but he doesn't know how to play his role right.

Sorry I'm not sorry for the times
I don't reply you know the reason why

He didn't want to be bothered with me so why even try to fix something that wasn't meant to be?

Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me

I let tears fall out of my eyes, why is he doing this to me? I just can't understand. I felt so frustrated that I threw the phone towards the pink painted wall and watched it break in to a million pieces.

Tired of being so sad
I'm tired of getting so mad baby
Stop right now
You'll only let me down oh oh
Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me

My face was buried in to my satin pillow, I heard the phone ringing again. I was deep in thought trying to remember my childhood but I couldn't remember anything but my mom crying and trying to run away from my drunk father. I remembered every single one of my birthday parties, he never showed up to any of them

Trying not to forget should be easier than this oh oh
All the birthdays you missed
I was only a kid oh oh

Sorry I'm not sorry for the times
I don't reply you know the reason why

Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me
Tired of being so sad
I'm tired of getting so mad baby
Stop right now
You'll only let me down oh oh
Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me
To me

Sorry I'm not sorry for the times

Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me
Tired of being so sad
I'm tired of getting so mad baby
Stop right now
You'll only let me down oh oh
Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me