Sympathy for the Devil

The Truth

Sam Pov

The gang and I were able to stay away from the populars up until lunch time. I knew they were coming by the sound of Jay's sigh, me though I just smirked. I know it is sick and twisted but I enjoyed the run in with the populars, they make me feel like I am paying off my debt, though it will never be paid off. There is no way it can be forgiven.

"Haha look at this pansie eating his rabbit food." Ryder laughed walking up to Jay who was sitting between me and his girlfriend Catie. "I mean I understand your bitch eating the bunny food because she's a girl but where's your meat man? haha oh right you don't have any!" Ryder continues to laugh after making the comment about Jay not having any manly parts.

"they're vegetarian you dumb ass." I grawled at Ryder. Right then I was bumped in the head by Bentley as he dumped his plate onto Jay's food. I looked down at his plate and see that Jay's salad is now covered in chili. There was no way he could eat it now.

"Oops, clumbsy me." Bentley smirked.

"You ass whipe! Now what is he going to eat?!" I yelled getting up out of my chair so I could face Bentley.

"Oh come on it was an accident. Besides he should thank me, the rumor is that he loves meat, but wait, oh right he only likes the meat that comes from two legged animals." Bentley laughed as he made a reference to his dick.

"He's not gay!" Catie tried defending Jay Who was now emptying his lunch try into the garbage bin across the cafeteria.

"How would you know? You don't even know what a dick is." Ryder snapped at her.

"Please everyone knows what a dick is. We've all had health class." I laughed. To most people it would seem that we are getting bullied right now but to me, this was fun, this was living.

"Says the persona that's never seen one in her life." Ryder smirked at me. My eyes quickly glance at Nathan standing at the back of the popular group. He avoided my eye contact, trying to deny anything ever happened. So many secrets and lies are held behind those eyes.

"That's what you think." I winked at Ryder. Who needs Nathan, I lived most of the last four years without him, so I don't need him now.

" Yeah right! Who would want to sleep with a low life like you." Ryder seemed to think that the idea of me screwing someone was the funniest thing on this stupid planet.

"I don't know, I'd start looking around your little group there." I smirked.

"you got to be joking you stupid bitch, you really suspect me to believe you banged one of my friends. i mean you sure as hell didn't get with me, and I know for sure there is no way in hell you got with Bentley. So unless you were screwing Max or Tom's brains out behind their girlfriends backs you're a fat lying fuck." Ryder sneered.

"You forgot someone." I sneered back at him while i glanced over at Nathan again.

"Who me? I don't remember this, must've not been very good." Nathan laughed with his hands up acting as if he is innocent.

"You're right, you sucked in the sack. Why do you think we never fucked again?" I sneered before walking away. That wasn't true though, the truth is what ruined my life, the truth is what created all these secrets that I keep and make me hate myself, The truth is what killed someone.