Begin Again (Haylor/Laylor)

Chapter Eleven (Back For You)

Taylor's POV

"You alright?" Selena says I walk out of my room. It has been 5 months sense, well you know what.

"did you see E news?" I ask her

"no? why? you never watch e!" She says has she steps of the couch, we bought a flat together in LA.

"it's just" I stop I can't believe, I am still into him.

"what" She says and walks over to me.

"he has moved on" I say and I feel a tear fall down my face.

"isn't that what you wanted?" She asks

"yea, but I wasn't expecting it to feel like this" I say back "you don't get it" I say and start walking back to my room.

"your right I don't" She says "but this wouldn't have happened if you just said how you felt"

"STOP" I scream "you don't think I know that, but I could've of down that, I am not going to be the girl who brakes up a band and brakes 10 million girls hearts"

"if you know that then stop feeling sorry for yourself!!" She screams back

"you're supposed to be my best friend" I say to her in a whisper

"Tay" Selena says and than pauses "I am"

"then why are you being so mean" I ask her

"because I hate seeing you like this" She says "I don't care about your whole plan with Liam, If your not going to talk to him, about telling the person the truth, than I will"

"it's to later, even if I wanted to tell him" Know I am sobbing "he loves someone else" I don't mean to be rude but I just need to get away, so i shut the door.

I HATE THIS! I HAD THE CHANCE! He was standing right in front of me, why didn't I just tell him, I loved him, that I wanted to be with him. I don't get it. Love Sucks.

SELENA'S POV

I know Taylor doesn't want me doing this but I have to. She is my best friend and she deserves to be Happy.

"hello?" Liam says on the other side of the phone

"Liam, it's Selena" I say

"Selena! hey" He says

"I know you made this deal with Taylor, that she wouldn't tell him how she felt to save One Direction, but she is heartbroken" I say to him

"so she told you?" He asks me

"I am her best friend, she has to tell me" I say and laugh, Liam laughs too.

"so you know she picked Louis, I knew it was him, they were perfect together" Liam says

"what?" I ask confused "no, she picked Harry, she wants a fresh start"

"she told me she loves Louis" He says

"but she told me that she loves Harry" I say

"meet me for coffee, The band is in LA, Starbucks on fifth street?" He asks

"be there in 10" I say and than hang up.

I walked up to Taylor's door, I hear her strumming away on her guitar.

"Tay! I am going out be back soon" I say, I don't expect her to respond.

HARRY'S POV

"dude, where are you going?" I ask has he walking out the door

"meeting up with a friend, be back soon" He walks out before I have a chance to ask who.

"hey Haz, want to go get some Icecream?" Louis ask me when he comes walking in.

"sure" I say, I am really happy Louis and I are best mates again, honestly I don't know what I would do without him, I mean for a while we where both pretty heartbroken about Taylor, but when you have your best mate, it makes it easier, yea I think about her a lot, her perfect Hair, smile, her intensely beautiful blue eyes.

when we get into the car, louis stares at me.

"Have you talked to her?" He asked, I know who he meant by her, Taylor.

"I have texted her a few times, but she never responds, how about you" Hoping he hasn't talked to her either, it would brake me if he has.

"same" He says "I text but she never replies" He pauses "I wonder how she is"

"let's go stop by her house, she moved in with Selena, and Selena sent me the address" I say

"dude, I don't know" He says.

"you're probable right" I say back

"no what!" Louis says and starts the car "who cares, let's go"

TAYLOR'S POV

I don't get how someone can love being in love, it sucks. usually I can write about it but I am just stuck.

I look at the clock. 12 am, wow Selena has been gone for a while. than it hits me, Why don't I just call him? I can't.

than I pick up my guitar and I finally start singing...

I bet this time of night you're still up
I bet you're tired from a long hard week
I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city
And I bet sometimes you wonder about me...

than I hear my doorbell ring

did Selena forget her key.

I open the door, it's it's it's it's

Louis and Harry.

SELENA'S POV

"liam! over here!" I shout has I see Liam walk the door.

"hey Sel" He says has he kisses my cheek and sits in the seat of front of me.

"why is taylor being so weird about this?" He asks me

"I have known her for six year now, my guess is she is scared to pick the wrong person, so she is better of braking her own heart, than having someone else brake it" I say.

"but your her best friend why would she lie to you?" He aks

"lie to me?" I ask confused "how do you know she didn't lie to you, she barely knows you."

"well I mean, I gained her trust" He says

"well I have had her trust" I say is a sassy tone.

"I didn't come here to fight" He says

"right" I say still annoyed, but whatever "we are here to help Tay, Harry and Louis"

"exactly" He says

"what exactly did she tell you?" I ask him

"well this is what happened....

Flashback Begins

"Hello?" She says from the other end of the phone

"Taylor?" I ask

"yea?" She replies "who is this?"

"Liam" I say "Liam Payne"

"oh! Liam" She says in a cheerful voice "whats up?"

"nothing much" I start "actually I really need to talk to you."

"okay" She says "are you okay?"

"fine" I say "are you home?"

"yes, come over" She says "do you know where I live?"

"yes, thank you!" I say "see you in fifteen"

"alright bye." She says

"see you" I say and hang up

fifteen minutes later...

"liam!" She says has she opens the door "come in"

"Taylor" I say

"are you sure okay?" she ask me

"not exactly" I say

"come sit" she says pointing to her couch, we both sit

"whats up?" She says

"it's the boys" I say

"by boys you mean Louis and Harry" She says

"yes" I say "Taylor I love you and don't tell anyone but I am routing for Louis, I have never seen him love anyone has much has he loves you"

she giggles.

"it's just" I say "they have been best friends forever, and are band isn't a band without them, and..." she cuts me off

"I am coming in between it" She says

"tay.." I don't know what to say

"no" She says "don't worry, I get it, that is the most important thing, there are a million girls hearts on the line"

"i'm sorry" I say "so if you know what your heart is telling you, pick or maybe move on"

"My heart isn't important in this" She says

"yes it is" I say

"you are very sweet Liam, but I am not the type of girl to destroy something has great has one direction" She says

"you're a great girl" I say

"I'll do it at the awards" She says "I let them both move on and find their princesses"

"are you sure?" I ask her

"no, but I need to" She says

"who is it?" I ask her

"what" she says

"I know you have the person you want to be with, who is it?" I ask her

"you're smart Liam Payne" She says and laughs "Louis"

"Louis!?" I say

"I never stopped loving him" she says "I am ready to give him my heart again, ever sense I say him again everything had changed, I never ever been so in love, ever been so sure"

"so why give him up?" I ask her

"because he has demons, and they are all names Taylor" She says "I may want to begin again, but I need to let him begin again with someone new someone who is not so complicated"

"so your just going to let him go?" I asks

"I need to" She says has a tear roll's down her face.

End Of Flashback.

"she never stopped loving him." Liam says.

"wow" I say "maybe your right"

"well what did she tell you?" He asks me


Start Of Flashback

"you can't tell anyone" Taylor says to me

"I'm your best friend, you trust me right?" I say to her

"of course" She says

"good" I say

"I loved Louis, more than anyone I have ever loved, but I am not in love with him" She says "I had him once, he had me once, maybe once was all it was supposed to be."

"so it's not Louis?" I ask

"Harry is caring, funny, and everything I need, I need to start of new, everything that I ever wanted" She says "I am ready to begin again"

"so why did you let him go?" I ask her

"because I am no good for him" she says

"what do you mean?" I ask her

"he need's to give his love, to someone who can swear to never brake it" She says "I can't say that"

"so that's it?" I ask her

"yea that's it" She says and a tear forms in her eye.

End Of Flashback

"I have never known someone so confused" Liam says

I laugh.

"who can love to people" He asks

"someone who is has caring and compassionate has Taylor" I say "maybe she not scared, she loves them both, but she is only in love with one, but she cares to much for the other one she doesn't want to hurt him"

"but how do we figure out who?" He asks

"wait!" I say

"what?" he looks at me

"who has a new girlfriend?" I ask him

"no one" He says

"well I mean Louis, he was spotted with this actress Lucy Hale, but harry was also spotted with model Cara Devigne" He says, he still looks confused

"which one was on E news?" I ask him

"I'll look it up" He says has he pulls out his phone

TAYLOR'S POV

"hi" Is all I can get out if my mouth

"hey Taylor" They say at the same time

"we thought we would stop by" Louis says

"is it alright?" Asks Harry.

"yea" I say, still in shock "come in" I stutter

"how are you?" Harry asks me

"okay" I say "I mean good" I quickly say

"really?" Louis asks "than why is your guitar out with a bunch of crumpled paper next to it"

"what!" I say and quickly pick up the papers and through them out. but keep the one with the good lyrics and put that in my guitar case.

"Listen" Harry says "I miss my best friend, I miss texting you everyday, all out laughs, and I really want my best friend back"

best friends, that's it.

"really?" I ask With a smile on my face, I miss having Harry has a best friend.

"yea" He says and chuckles

"so we can put everything behind us?" I ask him

"of course" He says

I squeal! And run up to him and give him a big hug. Best friend, that is what I have wanted to hear! I feel bad for lying to Selena, but what if she told someone and Louis found out.

"lou" I say has I let go of Harry

"tay" he says "I shouldn't have came"

"what" I say

"I wish I could be friends with you, but I can't" He says "every time I see you, I wanna run up you and..."

LOUIS POV

I wish I could be Taylor's best friend, but I can't, I love her and will forever love her. I see Harry twirl her around.

"lou?" she says

"Tay" I say, I need to leave! "I shouldn't have came"

"what" She says has her beautiful smile disappears.

"I wish I could be friends with you, but I can't" I say "every time I see you, I wanna run up you and..." she cuts me off

"you want to do this" She say, walks up to me and kisses me.

Kisses me! kisses me! kisses me! Her lips on my lips, I have missed this feeling, the feeling of belonging, the feeling of love, true love. I kiss her back hard, passionately. She backs away and turns towards harry.

"it's fine" He says, and I actually believe him "I have my two best friends, who might just be in love, but at least their my best friends"

We both smile.

"i'll leave you too" Harry says "Lou, I am taking the car"

"bye" me and taylor say at the same time.

has the door closes I kiss taylor again, I slip my tongue into her mouth I pick her up and carry her into the bedroom, I place her on the bed, and kiss her harder, she let's out a moan, and I start to take of my shirt, she pulls it off for me.

"taylor do you want to?" I ask her

"yes" She says.

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a/n
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