The Sidemen Imagines/Preferences

Vikk|I'm Sorry

(Hey guys! This imagine might be a little sad. Just a warning. Sorry XD WARNING: THIS DOES TALK ABOUT A TOUGH SUBJECT)

Y/N's POV

I looked at the text one more time, 'I know you never wanted this to happen. But it was my choice. I don't feel the same way as I did before. I'm sorry.' It was sent by my 3 year long boyfruend Vikk. I wiped away the year that driped from my eye. "I loved you Vikk, but I guess through out the years you lost it." I whispered to myself. I shut off my phone and curled up into a ball and fell asleep. My dreams were filled with memories of what me and Vikk did together.

~Months later~

I sat in the chair waiting for the doctor to come back. I had been getting really sick and I didn't know why. "So we ran your tests." The doctor said coming back in. "I'm sorry but. You have breast cancer." He said sadly. "I would highly suggest starting chemotherapy as soon as possible." He said. I could feel my heart shatter, my mind was still trying to process what is happening. "Here are some brochures." The doctor handed them to me. He left the room so that I could contact anyone that was close to me. I felt tears begin to form while dialing my mother's number. I breathed in a shaky breath. "Hi sweet heart!" My mothers voice rung through my phone. "Mommy. I-I have cancer." I said my voice cracking from the tears that were running down my face. "H-Honey. Listen I'll be right over to care for you alright? Stay strong honey. I love you." She said I could tell she was crying as well. "I love you too." I said I hung up and made my way to my car. I had tears streaming down my cheeks, my make up was ruined.

~Several months later again~

I looked in the mirror. I had no hair now, and it wasn't getting any better. "Honey?" I heard my mother ask. I knew I didn't have much time, I knew I would be leaving this world soon. "Yeah?" I called back. "It's time to go." She said. I opened the door but I felt wrong, I didn't feel good. I fell to my knees, I soon saw my vision go black.

~The next day~

I didn't wake up the next day, or the day after that. I'm guessing I left the world, and I didn't like it. I wanted to see my mother's face, I wanted to see my friends, I wanted to see Vikk one more time. But I guess that won't happen.

Vikk's POV

Ethan's laughter filled the room, just then I heard the door bell ring. I got up and made my way to the door. I opened it and there was Y/N's mother standing there. Weird...I thought. She looked up "Hello Vikram. I wanted to give this invitation to Y/N's funeral. She would love it if you came." She said tears dropped from her face. My heart shattered, she's gone. This can't be real. "I'll leave you to think about it." She said sadly and turned away and got into her car. I closed the door slowly, while looking at the card. 'You are expected to come to Y/N's burial, and funeral. She was a loveable girl that was adventurous. But that changed when she was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. Please think about coming Vikram, she needs you there.'
It read, I couldn't help it I let a tear fall. "Vikk bro what happened?" Simon asked. I looked up at him, "Y/N's gone." I said sadly. Saying those words killed me.

~The day of the funeral~

I walked up to her casket, even in her death she still looked beautiful. "Y/N I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you. I should have been, I know I broke your heart but I loved you. And the only reason I did it was because I was scared I wasn't good enough for you. I'm so sorry Y/N I love you." I said as tears dropped from my cheek bones onto the floor. I'm so sorry Y/N, I really am.

(Well pardon me while I go dry off my keyboard. I'M SORRY ILY!)