Story Of My Life: Abuse MB

Dear Diary

 Hey Yall I Finnally got a chance to get on so heres the first chappie... enjoy!! :)~

Hey Diary, I'm kinda new to this, not really used to writting in a diary.,,,,, Well technically this isn't a diary its my composition notebook so how should i do my greeting?

Dear Compisition Notebook... No

Dear Journal? ...... Nah

Well I sure as hell ain't using "Dear Diary" I'm not a princess!!

How bout "Hey" or "Wassup"? Those sound more like me.

Anyways, Wassup I'm Symone.... let me give yall a little insight on who I am. Im 16, a girl ofcourse, I go through hell at home and put people through hell at school. Ahaa. I guess its just a ongoing cycle. Im known as the heart breaker and rule breaker of my school.... but once you get to know me, I'm as fragile as a new born puppy. I have so musch going on but you wouldn't believe me if I told you, but whatever. Believe what you want.

I open my eyes and look around, seeing that I'm on the floor, in my own pool. When I sit up I feel a major headache. I use the kitchen table for support, as I struggle to get up. Once I’m standing, I look at the clock and it read 8:15 am. I’m gonna to be late for school! I quickly do my daily routine all over again, putting some curl activator in my hair since its wet and messy. I throw on some sweats, J’s, and T-shirt and grab my purse, keys, phone and shades; and head out the door. I hop in my light green punch buggy, throw on my shades and head out the door. I bet yall wondering how I got shit but get beat. Well my biological father sends a check every  weeks, and I work. And no, my dad don’t know whats going on. And no, I can’t live with him. I don’t want to leave my littles sister alone with that crazy as man and my sad ass mother. I can’t tell him whats going on cause he already has a record and I don’t want anyone to end up dead, hurt or in jail cause the both crazy,

            I pull into the school parking lot and park in my usual spot. I apply some lip gloss and throw on my shades and get out the car. As I walk up to the school I see my boys, so I head to them.

“Damn why you so late? It’s 9:30!!!” Jacob yelled at me, frowning.

Okay so listen, Jacob is the most serious about school. He does not care if the school is on fire, the teacher better finish her lesson.

“Chill J. I had another issue this morning…” I said looking down.

“My bad sis, you know how I am bout class. I’m just tryna get out of this Bitch”. He replied, rubbing the back of his neck.

“Yea I know.” I said causing an awkward silence.

“Well!!!” Craig blurted out ending the silence. “We might as well just skip first to third since we 20 minutes late… and I’m hungry”

“Yo fat ass!” Ray yelled at Craig looking annoyed, causing Jacob and I to break out laughing.

“Man shut yo ass up! You eat more than me!!” Prod yelled back looking offended.

We just laughed as we made our ways to our cars; See, I been rocking with these boys since grade school. They the only ones who know what I go through at home. They understand me better than anyone else.

“Yall wait! I can’t leave my cousin here by himself!” Ray yelled stoping in the middle of the parking lot.

“Cousin?” I questioned.

“Yea, my cousin Chresanto. He just moved here from LA.” Ray stated.

“Chresanto?? The hell kind of name is that?!” I said trying not to laugh. “Sound like some damn breakfast food.”

(A.N.: yall that was my first thought when I found out that was Roc’s name.)

After I said that we were all dead laughing. We were laughing so hard we didn’t even notice the 2nd period bell rang.

“Man that was fucked up ‘mone” Ray said using his nickname for me, getting serious. “Don’t be picking on my little cousin”

“Whatever” I replied still giggling.

“Ray!” Someone yelled

“Ray!!” Someone yelled again. We all started looking around until my eyes landed on this fine ass light skinned boy, jogging in our direction.

“Ray, where, were you?” The boy questioned

“Out here. We were waiting on big head here.” Ray said mushing me. I shot him a glare as he just laughed

“I’m kidding. ‘Mone this my cousin Chresanto, Chres this my lowkey baby sis Symone” Ray said introducing us

My jaw hit the ground.

“Ray this your cousin???” I yelled in shock. Boy was fine as hell, to have a weird as name.

“Yea.. the boy you said was breakfast food”

My face immediately turned red when those words came out his mouth causing CJ and J to laugh.

“You called me breakfast food?” Chresanto questioned me, folding his arms.

“Um, See, cause like, no.. We were talking about breakfast, and uh ray said crescent, so um… yea?” I stuttered causing everyone to erupt in to laughter.

“I’m fucking with you. Its all cool, that’s most peoples first impression. Just call me Chres or Santo” Chresanto stated

“Whatever” I said punching his arm playfully “Holy Shit!! OW!!!!” I screamed grabbing my hand

“Ahaa. All muscle baby” Chres said smirking and winking at me.

“Fuck Chres or Santo, I’m calling you Roc” I said while rubbing  my hand

“Rock??” the boys questioned

“No, R-O-C. Not R-O-C-K” I explained

“Hey!!” Jacob yelled “When we going to eat??”

“Now” I stated simply

“And yet, people still think I’m the greedy one ” Prod mumbled marching off to us car, making us laugh again, as we headed to our cars

“Yo ‘Mone let me ride witchu” Ray yelled

“Iight”

“How you gonna leave me? I rode with yo ass nigga!” Roc yelled at Ray

“Oh yea… ‘Mone can Chres ride to?” Ray questioned

“Yea whatever, but you gonna have to sit in the back chres to big (muscle wise) to be squished back there”

“But I’m taller!” Ray yelled offended

“Yea but your skinnier buddy” Roc said patting his back “Lets go!”

Okayyyyy sooooo tell me what you guys think??? Im suppose to be doing my homework but I needed to update so yea. But I will try to get back on whenever I can so I can Update…. Was it long enough? I tried to make it long. Can you guys comment please, yall comments help me and inspire me! Also vote this and fan/ follow me!!!

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