Expectations

Chapter 4

I looked for her all day, but I never found her. This was a bad day everyone asked me about it, and I didn't want to answer. I wanted to know where she was and if she was ok, until I sawed her at the library.

"Are you ok," I told her.

"No."

"What happened."

"She told everyone."

"Who?"

"Lisa."

"Why you said that?"

"Everyone was asking me about that, and someone told me it was her."

"And how did she find out?"

"She saw us."

"Why is it bad everyone knows it."

"That doesn't care. The thing is when kissing you I remembered Mark."

"It doesn't matter. Let's just forget it."

"I can't."

"Why? I don't understand you."

"I've always been couple with boys that doesn't really love me. They just are with me because I'm popular and beautiful."

"Ok."

"I mean I really feel you love me because of who I am."

"But you don't love me."

"I love you."

I think in my whole life this is the first time they said me this. How I said I never expected this year to be like this. Planning is non-sense there's always that person who changes them from beginning to end. And that isn't bad right? If it is that special person you might do million things for her or for he right?

***

I went to the cafeteria to get my food and later I went outside. Right there we were planning our trip to the beach.

"In which car we are going, I can ask dad if he can lend me his," Steph said while I was getting near.

"That's okay," I said.

"Are you two couple or anything like that?" Mia asked.

"I don't think you should ask that," Carl said.

"Ok! I just asked they are my friends right?" Mia said.

"I don't know John," Steph said.

"Me what?" I said.

"He has to ask me," Steph said.

"Asked her!" Carl and Mia said in unison.

"Ok! Stephanie I know it's nothing spectacular, but you want to be my girlfriend," I said.

"Yes!"

I kissed her. We went to celebrate to McDonalds. I don't know how all this happened, but I'm a bit impacted of all. I was daydreaming, I just hear them laughing and talking. I was feeling strange and I didn't knew why this was. I just was preoccupied, but I didn't know why.

"John," they were saying.

"What?" I said.

"Let's go," Steph said.