Just some friends.
Just wondering. Wondering if it's ok to accept a friend into your life if they've hurt you. If it's ok if they left with no explanation. I don't really know but it's happened twice. I've let some friends back into my life after so much pain and so much sorrow. Is it ok? Well, it depends. If they constantly treat you like your just a dumb friend for laughs, then no. If they treat you well and compliment you then sure. I'm having a little of both. I feel dumb, not good enough, or even normal.
I'm thinking about things. Let go? Go back to an old best friend? Nah. It's fine. I'll deal with it. Deal with always being ignored in public. Or being called dumb or unintelligent. Or how you feel like you have to act like them to fit in. I hate this feeling. But with the other- so many bad things have happened. But great memories. Phases. But great memories.
I have one question that has been on my mind. Can you become best friends from less than one year? Hm it seems to work. But some friends will always have the flaws you hate. You just can't tell them because it could change their thoughts about you.
| Well this is how I feel.| Thanks~
