| I hate her.|
Maria. So sweet. So nice. Beautiful. Kind. Hey is it Opposite Day?
Let's start off with this note, so I talked a little bit about her and Cece in my first or second chapter im almost sure. But here's more from my prospective. Cece and I just found each other in a world of fourth grade. Just looking for a group to be in and searching for someone new.
One small little day, I was eating snack and the teacher had a surprise.. Well it was a new student from not too far off. Her name was.. then again for the sake of her privacy her name was Maria.
I didn't really have a good first impression with Maria. It all started when I walked up to her in class and just said "hi Maria you're really pretty and tall." She looked at me rolled her eyes and walked away like I was a big freak.
I don't know what Cece found in her but apparently she saw a best friend |note this is only fourth grade so I was really dramatic back then and I thought it was the end of the world that she was hanging out with Maria for one whole day of recess|.
Cece and I have the special thing we did at recess, we can walk around the sidewalks of school talking about what we wanted to do when we grew up or even making out little skits and talking about being sisters. Well when Maria came, Cece started walking with her. Sure they included me but it wasn't normal.
I tried telling Cece how I felt but I saw so many other sides when she was with Maria. but she would always tell me that I was either being over dramatic or that I just had to see that it was all a good trio. The thing is Cece and I were best friends for almost 2 years now and I couldn't stand just leaving her for a girl who wasn't even nice to me from the beginning.
Now this was very hard for me but I don't think anyone knew how much pain I was in. it felt like your brand-new puppy that you've spent so much time with had just run away off to a different home it felt like when your family members died and he spent every day of your life with them. No one knew how important Cece really was to me. She didn't either. The day after her and Maria really started hanging out I went home sobbing alone.
They started having sleepovers and they started going places that Cece talked about going with me. I was hurt, angry, upset. The thing is-
No one knew how much pain I was in.
Not even Cece and Maria.
I don't think they will ever understand.
| This hurt me while typing |
