I finish high school about a year ago. I work as a pizza delivery man. Why? Well because that was an easier job that I knew what to do. I suck at everything else I interviewed in. I am now 22 and single. I still live in Miami and live in the same neighborhood where I grew up. Bad memories and good memories. I live with a roommate. His name is Carlos. He's a great guy. He's a model. He's got the looks and that good personality. He is seeing someone but he never told me who. He had at times told me I should work with him. He said I got the looks and everything but I turn him down. I didn't wanna become some model.
"Zayn!" I hear someone call, I look over my shoulder to see Carlos in a suit. He looked good.
"Where you going out like that?" I ask him with a smirk, he rolls his eyes
"I've got a date and remember, please, oh please stop being girls around here. It's been the tenth time you brought a girl here and I saw her naked. Like naked!" I laugh and he glared "seriously, why don't you find someone to love instead of fucking" he said.
"Whatever, have a good time" I wave him off, I hear him sighed and then I hear the door close. I look over my Shoulder to see him not there.
I get off the stool and go to one of the Windows to see him driving out of the driveway and then leaves.
I take my phone out and text one my friends, Justin.
Justin: be right there.
I sit on the couch lay back. I stare at the white celling. I had week off from work and I was so relieved. I work all theses past months and finally get a week off.
Knock knock
I stood up from the couch and walk to the door and open it to see Justin with a black bag.
"Hey" I greeted,
"Sup"
I let him in and we walk into the living room.
"Is he gone and for how long?" Justin ask as he placed the bag on the table in front of us.
"He's has a date so maybe a hour or two"
"Good, now let's get this little party started" Justin said with a smirk.
•••••••••••••
Here I was high as fuck. I was a bit dizzy but could see the girl in front of me who was giving me a lap dance.
I look over at Justin who was kissing some brunette. But he was high too because he kept missing her lips and kiss her nose or chin. It was funny.
Your wondering where I got theses drugs from. Well Justin is a drug dealer. He's in some gang. I buy and he hangs. I like hanging with him because sometimes he gives me some drugs for free.
"Your so hot" I hear Justin say, I look back at the girl that was in front of me. She leans in and kisses me. I don't kiss back. I just sit there. She pulls back and starts to kiss down my neck.
All the girls I had sex with meant nothing to me.
I regret having sex with all the girls I had ever fucked.
I've been depress since she left me. She's all I think about. She's all I could ever dream about. She's never once left my mind. It's hard to focus on something when she's on my mind. I still wonder if she lives in Miami still. I miss her. I still love her and will always will.
"Okay, I've better get going" Justin said as he stood up from the couch almost falling back down. It was now 11:30. Carlos should be coming back home now.
I stood up as well and the both girls very their stuff and walk out with Justin. I close the door and start to clean up the place.
The only reason I did theses thing was to get Lauren off my mind. It kinda work but at the same time doesn't.
After cleaning the living room I go up stairs and take a long hot shower. As I was in the shower and the water hitting me, I start to remember how me and Lauren were in the shower kissing and the first time saying, I love you.
•flash back•
We were both laughing as we kiss. The water was hitting both of us. I wrap my arms around her waist bring her closer to me. She moans when I suck on her bottom lip but then pulls back looking into my eyes.
"Zayn" she said,
"Yeah?"
"I love you"
I was really shock at what she had said because I didn't think she really loved me. I thought she just saw me as a young teen a boy who just play around with girls and left them. But I really couldn't believe she told me she loves me.
"What?" I said in shock, she giggles and pecks my lips,
"I love you Zayn"
I smiled wide and kiss her.
"I love you too" I said against her lips.
•End of flashback•
I lay my head against the wall and tears fall down my cheeks. How am I suppose to get over Lauren if I have her on my mind 27/7?
If I could wish one thing, I wish I could go back in time and try to fix everything that made me and Lauren break up.
After 10 minutes of in the shower just thinking about Lauren, I got out of the shower with the white towel wrap around my waist. I walk down the stairs going to the kitchen and open the refrigerator to get a water bottle. I then turn around to see a dark skin girl standing there with wide eyes. She look so familiar.
"Uh, not be rude or anything but who are you?" I ask her with a raise eyebrow, she licks her lips and then says,
"Carlos Girlfirend"
Damn Carlos. I look at the dark skin girl up and down. She was pretty fucking gorgeous.
"Hey, keep your eyes off my girl" I hear Carlos say as he enter in the Kitchen. I chuckle and ran my hand threw my wet hair.
"So, Carlos Girlfirend, what's your name?" I ask her as I open my water bottle.
"Normani" I knew she look so familiar. She was one of Lauren's best friends.
"Do you remember me?" I ask her, she narrow her eyebrows shaking her head, I sighed, "Zayn?" She shrugs "Lauren's ex?" Her eyes widened,
"Wait you two know each other?" Carlos ask
"Damn, you look hotter then in high school" she told me with a smirk, I rolled my eyes
"Hold up! How you guys know each other?"
"High school, I use to date one of your best friends" I told him
"Oh."
It was silent for a couple of seconds until I broke it,
"I'm gonna change and hope you two have a wonderful night" I said to them and walk up stairs into my bedroom getting ready to fall asleep.
Once I was in bed and turn off the lights I wonder,
If Normani is still in Miami then Lauren still in Miami......
