I awoke gasping for breath with my hand upon my racing heart. My long dark hair was in a mess as tears flowed out of my bright blue eyes. Another night terror had awoken me, I wiped my tear filled eyes and checked my cell phone. '4:32 am.' I sighed as I had realized that I wouldn't be able to fall asleep again. As I slowly shuffled myself into my messy bathroom I rubbed my eye-lids and yawned.
The reflection in the mirror never seemed to please me, There was always an imperfection I could find. The water from the sink trickled between my fingers, the warmth of the water comforted me. {It's a weird thing about me and I realize that.} I gently
rinsed my porcelain-like face with water, I felt something warm and furry brush against my leg and made me jump a little. As I looked down there sat little Maggie next to my legs. Maggie is a black-lab and chihuahua mix. DO NOT ASK ME HOW IT HAPPENED! Maggie just looks like a baby black lab which I think is adorable. I picked Maggie up and set her on the bathroom counter, Maggie's sleepy eyes acknowledged my swollen red eyes and she rubbed her head against my shaking hand.
As Maggie and I left the bathroom, we went to my room and played some soft music. I watched as Maggie attempted to hop up on my tall bed, I giggled. The mortician's daughter by Black Veil Brides began to play through the speakers I had attached to my cell phone. I began to sing along as I drew and Maggie laid on my warm lap.
*I open my lungs dear
I sing this song at funerals... no rush.
These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush.
Baby boy you've held so tightly,
This pain it visits almost nightly
Missing hotel beds, I feel your touch.
I will await dear, a patience of eternity, my crush.
A universal still.
No rust.
No dust will ever grow on this frame,
One million years, and I will say your name.
I love you more than I can ever scream.
We booked our flight those years ago,
I said, "I love you, " as I left you.
Regrets still haunt my hollow head,
But I promised you I will see you again, again.
I sit here and smile dear.
I smile because I think of you and I blush.
These bleeding hollow dials... this fuss.
A fuss is made of miles and travels
When roadways are but stones and gravel.
A bleeding heart can conquer every crush.
We booked our flight those years ago
You said you loved me as you left me.
Regrets still haunt your saddened head,
But I promised you that I will see you,
We booked our flight those years ago
I said I loved you as I left you
Regret's no longer in my head,
But I promised you and now I'm home again, again, again, I'm home again, again, again.
I'm home again.*
~Sorry for shortness >.< don't judge me!~
