This is the most painful part of being in a relationship. Being replaced.
I don't where I lack for his love.
I did so much effort to have time with him but it was never enough for him.
We have this problem in our Family were my Father died.
I always say sorry to him because I don't have much time to pay for his attention.
But my mother needs me, I need to do so much work at school and in our home. I have to maintain my good grades. So I can help my mom in the future. I have to look after my younger siblings and do household chores.
I explained everything to you what situation I am right now.
You said 'It;s okay I understand' but you never were.
Every time we have this fight, you always told me " You never have this time were you can show me your love." "You never found a way to have time for me." "You never ever think of what I feel right know" "You always pour your time on school works"
I know
Really
I'm sorry
I am very Sorry
But did you ever understand me? Did you ever know what I feel?
In the end
You left and replaced me
Maybe you found the attention and time which I cannot give you.
Maybe you had enough already
Maybe you are tired of this
All I wanted was to say Sorry
I was not enough for you
I am sorry for everything what I did
And when time comes, where I have to move on, please don't ever comeback.
I wish you can read this.
