*DANS POV*
I have been friends with Phil for about three months now and I think. THINK. Not know. Just think. That I have stronger feelings for him then as just a friend but I can't tell him because he doesn't feel the same about me. This I do know. It saddens me but there's nothing I can do about it. He feels how he feel.
Another think I know is that my depression is getting the better of me and I'm scared I'm going to loose Phil so I think I should start taking precautions so I'm gonna start seeing him less so I can still see my happiness but just not hurt him. I'm hoping this works.
*ONE MONTH LATER*
Right Dan, you NEED to control yourself. Your having at least two breakdowns a day now. Take more precautions so you don't scar Phil even more. I know. Don't text him. He'll understand. He knows. You'll be fine. It's only a blip.
*4 DAYS LATER*
I CAN'T DO THIS ! I CANT MAKE PHIL SUFFER FROM MY PAIN. I HAVE TO STOP THIS. IM SO SORRY MY ANGEL. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. But how will I tell him? Write him a letter? No. I'm shit at wording my problems. How about tell him face to face? No. It'll hurt me too much. I KBOW! I'll take auntie Carols offer for moving in with her for a change of scenery. Then it will be easier to loose him... Well... Not really but it's better. I'm sorry Phil.
Goodbye my angel.
*PHILS POV*
Okay. It's been three months since I met Dan and he's been acting strange ever since. I hope he's okay. I love him too much to see him hurt like this, I'm just too scared to ask him. It's even harder to tell him how I feel. That I really love him deeply. He's even stopped seeing me as much... This hurts but I can't tell him because he probably has a reason. He doesn't do something if it doesn't have a reason so I'll leave him.
*ONE MONTH LATER*
WHAT THE FUCK. He's stopped texting me. I feel like I've just been stabbed... I haven't seen him in at least two weeks. I'm seriously worried now. I know. I'll try ring him. HES NOT PICKING UP FOR CHRIST SAKE! Dan, I love you baby. Promise me your okay. Okay?
*4 DAYS LATER*
Right. I'm getting no calls, no texts, no messages and I haven't seen him in already 3 weeks. I really hope he's okay. I'll wait. I have to wait for my baby. He's my only one. I have to.
*ONE MONTH LATER*
He's not coming back, is he?
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The Other Lover
FanfictionDan struggles to control his depression so is scared home is going to hurt Phil so he starts taking precautions, which all lead up to Dan stopping him self from seeing Phil. Three years down the line Dan hasn't really gotten over Phil but Phil has t...
