If I Got ZERO

XXI

Mine now

"I like her bra. Rae is mine" sabi ni Trevor bago uminom sa baso niyang may laman na alak, mayroon kaming drinking session ngayong gabi. Tahimik lang na nakikinig sila Jairus sa amin.

"Lagi mo namang gusto kung ano yung gusto ko, Trevor. Same old you" and that's the truth. Ilang babae na ba ang nagustuhan ko na nagustuhan rin niya na sa huli kusa kong ipinaubaya sakaniya?

"May the best man win then" He said. I'm not giving her up without a fight bro, I'll make her mine.

I remember the time that I told Trey that I like Penelope, he was fuming he was jealous. I kept it cool, lagi siyang ganun. Bata palang kami kung ano ang gusto ko ay nagugutuhan rin niya. Walang bago. And now he's giving me that "May the Best man win" bullshit, game on.

The first time that I laid my eyes on her I knew back then that I am smitten, the way she purse her lips, the way her eyes sparkle, the way she talks, the way she smells the way she is got me falling.


Naniniwala na ako sa love at first sight shit, it was real.

I tried dating girls to forget her, but whenever I see jealousy in her eyes I'll go running after her. Gusto siyang suyuin, gusto kong sabihin na everything's gonna be fine. I want to tell her that I'm hers.

Lumalayo ako sakaniya hindi dahil hindi ko siya ganun kagusto, nakikita ko kasing importante rin si Trevor sakaniya. Isa pa she's working for his family, kahit kaya ko siyang offeran ng trabaho ay alam kong hindi niya tatanggapin iyon.

"Zac, baby, say ah" Kita ko ang pagseselos sa mga mata niya, yung mga mata niyang gustong gusto kong titigan kapag nakangiti siya. Call me a masochist but I enjoy knowing that I somehow affect her. I enjoyed seeing pain in her eyes while watching us.

Pero napapamura nalang ako kapag nilalapitan siya ni Trevor, gumagawa ng paraan ang gago. She's leaning on his shoulder and she seems to be enjoying it. I clenched my jaw and fists upon seeing them enjoying the moment, I want to kick him in the gut but I can't. Mukhang talo ako ngayon, mukhang nakuha niya na nga ang loob ni Penelope.

I've been avoiding her for a month now and its killing me big time. I can't restrain my self anymore, sulitin habang wala si Trevor. Wala na akong pake, I'm gonna make a move.



"If I tell you to lean on me, would you?" I asked, susugal ako. Tumango siya at sumandal sa akin. I won. I live for this. This is life. I smiled widely as I inhaled her scent, her perfume screams sexy.

"Damn you're making me crazy" I cursed when she let me bury myself to her neck. I planted soft kisses to her neck, I even gave her a mark.

Oo nilagyan ko siya ng kiss mark, ng hickey o kahit ano pang pwedeng itawag doon. Napamura ako ng mapansin nila Arki iyon, hinanapan ko nalang ng palusot.



Pero napapangiti ako kapag nakikita ko ang markang iyon. She's mine. Gusto kong sumuntok sa hangin at magtatalon pero idinaan ko nalang sa ngisi.

"Bro code Zac. Tangina" I looked at Trey intently, para siyang batang inagawan ng laruan. "Tangina hindi siya sayo. Wag kang umastang tatay. You don't own her" kalmado kong sabi, gusto ko lang siyang murahin pero gusto ko siyang tawanan. Uminom ako sa hawak hawak kong in can na beer habang nakatingin ng matalim sakaniya.

"Fuck you. Binabakuran mo na nga eh. Be fair. Pagalawin mo rin naman ako" tumango lang ako, I am not selfish pero sigurado na akong akin lang si Penelope. I can see through her eyes that she wants me too, mapilit si Trevor gusto niyang ariin ang hindi sakaniya na alam kong isang kalabit ko lang pwedeng maging sakin. Gusto kong sabihin na "Fuck you, ikaw ang humaharang" pero wala eh, kaibigan ko na parang kapatid ko na rin.