My World of poems.

I Wanna Give Up.

Each Day..... I wake up....

All dark clouds and pain

hovers over me... sadness

and hate fill my heart and mind..

I just want to fall into a sleepless

dream... where I can no longer

be hurt... I don't want to wake up..

cuts and tears no longer satisfied me...

music with sad words are mostly played...

memories rush Back of the good times...

but then...

come to think of it those disappear...

loneliness fill me as

I wish...

my heart one day stops..

then there's sunshine that shine

every once and a while....

but then she's gone and all of

the worst comes back hard...

I'm getting used to the way I feel

to using a scissor to mark up my arms

listening to sad songs over and over

again heart pains and sadness too

wishing I was dead....

I wanna go

but I can't.... too many people

I love are here... they need me alive...

so I stay and take the sad life into play...

one day... I'll fly away and disappear

until then... I suffer and hurt and die

inside each and everyday...