Song writing and bullies

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I figured by going on tour so I needed some original songs to sing, so I looked back through my song writing journal about from when I was being bullied and ignored by most of or all my friends that I thought I could really trust, turns out I couldn't. It's called impossible all this is, is the chorus but it's the most important part(all rights to the original song owner-shontelle)

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
That is my favorite part of the song and I can't wait to see what the audience thinks of it, I will have to make sure to wear long sleeves though because I do have scars from self harm which I realize now was never ok, and should never be done. So I came up with a new idea for a song it's called sky scraper(again all credits go to the original writer one of them being Demi lovato)

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
As the smoke clears
I awaken, and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed?
All my windows, still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper
I also can't wait to see the old bullies from the school hear me considering none knew that I sang, or even if I sang well. Dang it's already 3:00 in the morning I leave in 2 days to head to Australia to meet the boys and after staying there for a week we start the tour right there, in Sydney Australia!

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