Abandonment

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It sucks so much to lose a friend.
This particular friend... Her name is Emma. She... She was my world. My rock. I felt at home with her. However, I haven't spoken to her since May... She and I had a special bond. Unlike most friends. I wanted to be more with her... And...and I made the mistake of telling her.
I was in love with her.
But... Unfortunately... We seem to have parted ways.
It first started when her mother became overbearing. She took away Emma's phone, even though Emma did nothing. We couldn't talk much, the only contact we had was at school.
Then, she started hanging out with her other friends... I felt so alone. So isolated. She knew I was very... Jealous. I tend to be that way with people I care about.
On the last day of school, I got no hug. No goodbye. Nothing.
Days.. Weeks.. Months passed.
I was in the car with my dad headed to town, and when we go to town, we pass her house.
Her chair wasn't on the porch. The chair that had been there since we met. I didn't think much of it, and just discarded it as a change of scenery.
Later that night, I turn on my Xbox and scroll through my friends list.
She wasn't there.
Panicking, I texted one of her best friends.

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I feel so alone

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I feel so alone. I don't know what to do.
Help me.

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