Your last day

Chapter 1

  The day was dark not a person to be seen and not a voice to be heard not a peep in the night sky not a speck of dew on the grass, Just a calm and quiet night it was like music to my ears, going to bed however was my hardest thing to do ,I always got nightmares about being chopped up or even worse being locked in a block with needles around them and not eating nothing for day or worse years, those were always my worst fears, But hopefully they wont ever happen I hope,So it turned 4 in the morning I was getting pretty tried usually i cuss at my self tell I fall asleep but today I didn't i fell asleep hell of fast without question I live with my uncle and aunt I'm pretty much only 12 but hey i'm getting pretty good at shit for now,But every night gets worse when your like me with lot of stress or depression i still cut to watch the blood drip from my body and laugh as it starts to sting , I might not be right in the head but it is quiet fun to be insane you know even with voices inside my head calling me worthless or stupid or anything like that I've never had a boyfriend so to be honest the only love i really know are from love books stupid i know but reading helps me with it don't wanna cut i can sit there and reading tell my heart is content,

Time skip

So its been 5 months since I last read my scars cover my body and my uncle and aunt passed away and gave me the house its actually lonely here my best friend Devin is pretty awesome he is always there for me and to be honest I'm starting to fall for him but pretty sure he wont like me I mean no has before kinda useless but fuck it I'm not gonna change then again he does kiss my neck even if were not dating and always holds my hand or holds me when I'm about to cry he has slept over before and herd me screaming and crying in my sleep and walked up to me and fell asleep next to me wrapping his arms around me the voices in my head were going crazy Come on Angel grow the fuck up and ask him out already they aren't very nice either but I did I asked Devin out and omg he said yes never knew he would like me but yay I got him

Hey guys so yes I will upload a second chapter on this but I'm going through a rough time right now plus I'm getting sick so please don't be mad love you guys hope u enjoy what I got so far