I'm going to be honest, I'm not going to lie,
It's hard enough,But i'm willing to try,
Allot to say,But I don't know exactly how,
It builds up inside and I don't know how to let it out,
That's why i'm the way that I am,
But I don't like it ,I sware, Damn,
I am normally, mostly never like this,
I'm mostly happy, target never missed,
But for some reason my life is in reverse,
The story of my life was never rehearsed,
Still trying to understand why you're my friend,
You explained it already but it don't make sense,
I'm a failure of a person, But In life I fake it off,
But you see through my feelingslike it's nothing at all,
I'm different, I'm not normal,
My life is cliche, Nothing formal,
Sometimes I really hate myself,
But I've been stupid in my defence,
I'm sorry If I make you sad and unhappy,
Because my life is so damn crappy,
I apologise for it all,
somehow it's all my fault,
But recently I've found a way,
To take all the pain away,
I hope it works or i'll feel the same way,
I'm okay for now,Hope it lasts a couple days,
I pray to God this is just a learning phase.
