{Grahams Siblings Trilogy Book Three Of Three}The Bad Boy

Chapter 10 - Homicide self defence.

I was that pissed I never meant for this to happen. But I could not shake this feeling that the drug dealer was out to get me. I make a few phone calls for my dad's friends to pay him a visit, but he just don't get the message I guess I need to do it myself. But how to approach it should i try and be nice with a bit of nasty or should i be full on nasty the third option is bit of both. I think the third one as it will be my best, i need to knock him down a peg or two.

I text him to 'meet me down near the river near the bridge at 1 pm on his own and we need to sort this out once and for all.' He agreed but i know he won't be on his own he will have people hiding so i get people i know to hide out as well they will be there half an hour before me so i won't even know where they are. I tell Jack that i won't belong as when i get back i will have a surprise for him, stay here i wont be too long.

I get the bus to the other side of town pop to the jewelry shop buy Jack the best ring they had as he deserved the best as i have put him through way too much and you never know there could be much more. I get to where the bridge is and walk down to the river front, he is sat waiting for me on the seat i notice he won't take his hand out of his pocket so i just ignore as i sit beside him. I ask him a few questions but some of the answers weren't to what i expected off him.

1 - Have you ever liked me?

     Yes I have you always paid on time you are the best.

2 - What have you got against gay people?

     Nothing at all I have a lot of friends who are gay.

3 - Do you have a problem with me being gay?

     I don't want to have a problem with you being gay, it's just I hold you really close to my heart. I need you in more ways you could imagine yes I do love you but you will never understand if I told you, maybe one day.

4 - Do you hate me for not being much of a bad boy lately?

Yes and no as I so much I would love you to do for me but Jack is in the way.

You leave him alone.

I will.

5 - Will you ever leave us alone?

      No as it don't work that way I own you. You are mine there is only ever one way out which is death.

I feel i want to ask more questions but he keeps putting up barriers and i can't get through to him at all. I feel myself getting so pissed off and angry with the answers he was giving me. Then he started bowting 'if i can't have you no one can, not even Jack.' I yell at him ' leave Jack alone he has done nothing to you all.' He tells me ' i won't touch a hair on his head but you my friend is different, he will have to live a long life without you and die a lonely old man who lost his one true love.' He stood up and pulled a knife from his jacket pocket. He tried to stab me in my chest, i grabbed his arm moving him away. He came back for a second go and he stabbed my shoulder, he pushed the knife further in, then pulled it out blood all over running down my arm dripping on the floor. I held my shoulder in agonizing pain, he tried for a third time. Then from nowhere i got my strength and took the knife from him stabbing him in the stomach it went in really deep, he fell to the floor. He pulled the knife from himself, as he layed there in a puddle of blood dying. He said to me 'There was one thing i never got to tell you.' I say as i fall to the floor with the loss of blood 'What is it then?'  He tells me 'my name is richard i am your brother.' And before i could say anything he was gone dead i lay on the floor near him i feel myself passing out with too much blood loss.

The next thing i knew my dad's friends had me in there van sorting my arm had me on a drip taking me to a safe house of theirs, i asked about Jack they told him 'i had to go away for a few days as it was to help family.' The next few days passed rather quick and richard's body was found and took away and now they were looking for anybody with connections and i know i would be the first person they would ask, but i would not let them find me i had a plan once i was out of here. It was my last day here and i was looking up for homicide and they can give you the minimum of ten years, but would Jack wait for me and i could not be without him for so long. I need to see Jack then get my plan in place.

They tell me 'are you ready to leave as we have to go some place else we will take you home to Jack as he is waiting to see you it is up to you if you want to confess to him.' We set off and in the car my head is all over the place don't know what to tell him then after driving what seemed like forever we arrived outside my house Jack waiting at the door he grabs my hugging me tight i make a ouch noise as he caught me should i told him am ok, i really needed this but what will he say or do once i tell him. I say bye to the lads and we head inside he makes us a drink and we sit on the sofa he asks me ' where you involved in what has happened to that lad who has been all over the news.' I tell him ' yes but please let me explain to you as it was self defence.' 

I explain everything to him what had happened and he didn't know what to think i showed him my shoulder he kissed it gentle. I held his hand asking him 'if he was going to leave me or did he want me to go.' He said to me no, i don't know i need a few days to think.' I feel my eyes fill up i don't want to lose you at all but if you wanted me to stay and i have to go to prison would you wait for me. He said 'you know i will wait till the ends of the earth for you i will even visit you.' We kiss and sit on the sofa i fall off to sleep and before i knew it bang bang bang on the door, it was my brother Harley he wanted to know what was going on. We let him tell him what he needs to know he asked me 'what are you going to do.' i say 'i don't know yet i will sort it,' He leave.

I say to Jack can i ask you a question, it's your choice in what you want to answer as i know i have put you through so much which i never wanted to do. I will be fine either way but i know one way will be the best.

Jack will you make me the happiest man alive and marry me? (i have the ring box open in my hand)

Yes he says with delight he hugs and kisses me and tells me he love me more than ever and we will get through this no matter what.

we have an early night in bed with movies and pizza, Hugging and kissing i love seeing the ring on his hand it has made my day am the happiest and proudest man alive, but i never seen much as i was out like a light with a huge smile on my face.